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*****
Hey, Sam said softly as he saw his brothers eyelids flutter. Dean, are you all right?
Im always all right, the X5 mumbled as he forced his eyes open then squinted against the light of the overhead fluorescents in the recovery room. He raised a hand to his aching head. What the hell happened to me?
You got your ass beaten, Max said from where she was seated on the other side of the bed.
Deans eyes turned toward her, dark blond eyebrows drawn down in puzzlement. He honestly didnt remember.
481, Max said softly. Deck had the two of you throw down.
Dean tried to take a deep breath and winced at the pain. I gather I lost, he said. How bads the damage, and for that matter why am I even still alive? His memory was returning and he recalled some extremely vicious blows to his midsection.
Four broken ribs, a punctured lung, and some internal bleeding that the docs fixed, Max said levelly. You were in surgery for three hours.
Dean could feel the pressure of a bandage across his abdomen, as well as a dull pain throbbing in his side.
As for why youre still alive ... Max looked across the bed to Sam.
I made a deal with Lydecker, his brother said.
Deal? Dean said, not understanding. What kind of deal could you offer the guy?
I told him Id get him information that would take Davis Stendahls operation down if he let you live and helped Max.
The X5 blinked at that, not certain hed heard correctly. You what?
I told him Id get Stendahl, Sam repeated quietly.
And just how do you propose to do that, bro? Dean asked as Max held a glass of cool water to his lips. He raised his head from the pillow and drank thirstily until she took it away.
Not too much, she admonished him. Youll throw up.
Im hungry, too, Dean said, looking longingly at the water.
Ill have them bring some Jell-O, Max said. About what Sam said ...
Sam just said that to save me, Dean replied dismissively, at the same time trying to sit up in the bed but giving up when his rib cage shrieked.
No, Sam said. Im going to hold up my end of the bargain. I really do think I can get into Stendahls operation and find the information Lydecker needs ... or rather into his head.
Dean looked sharply at his brother. You sayin youre suddenly like Missouri? That you can read minds?
Sam looked away, uncomfortable.
Sam!
I can try, he said softly. You know I have ... abilities. Maybe its about time I started being pro-active about usin em.
Yeah, abilities that give you migraines that rival my serotinin defeciency ones, Dean pointed out. Youre gonna kill yourself, Sam.
Maybe not. He smiled slightly. But at the very least I bought us time, and Lydeckers agreed to start Maxs treatment immediately.
Dean looked to Max. Ive already had my first injection, she admitted. Its a serum to repair my immune system and make it genetically resistant to the virus Logan infected me with.
Once again, Dean struggled to sit up, knowing he had to. However, Sams hands on his shoulders pushed him back into the pillows. Weve got time, his brother said. You heal fast. Lydeckers given us a few days.
Youre not goin without me, Dean said adamently.
Of course not. Again, Sam looked at Max across the bed, his grey-green eyes guarded.
Go get him some Jell-O from the cafeteria, Max said, nodding toward the door. Your brother and I need to talk about something.
Sam looked suspicious.
Not about you, she assured him.
What about then? Dean asked, suddenly wary because Maxs little talks could easily turn into vicious scoldings.
About something thats been on my mind for awhile, she replied, something I want answers to before you really do get yourself killed, this time her eyes locking with the X5s. Cassie Robinson.
Sam, Dean said, his voice oddly flat. Leave.
Leaving, Sam assured his brother, obviously not eager to get in the middle of a cat fight between the two X5s.
As soon as the door closed behind him Max rounded on the father of her son. Youre in love with her. The hurt in her voice made Deans already sore gut clench.
I never meant for you to find out, he said, not denying Maxs words. But its not like me and Cassie are ever gonna have a future together. We said goodbye, and even though I told her Id tryn keep in touch Im pretty sure shell move on without me. He thought a moment. Its what Id do in her place.
Why? Max said simply. Oh, I know you tom cat around with the ladies, but thats just sex. Hell, I do the same thing, sleep with good looking guys when Im horny and youre not around.
Dean blinked at that, not liking what he was picturing in his mind.
Alec, Max snapped. A good lay is one thing ... a one night stand ... but this girl ... Sam says youve known her for years.
Two years to be exact, Dean said slowly. He held up one hand. And before you start, me and Cassie became an item long before I ever knew Brac existed. Hell, Max ... you threw me out of your life. You said you never wanted to see me again. What was I supposed to do? Pine for you forever? And even now, its not like were married or engaged or even dating for that matter. Were just ... together.
Shes an ordinary, Max said, brown eyes narrowing as jealousy flared in their depths because Dean was right and she knew it. You always said we were a danger to them. What happened to that idea of yours? I know I ignored your warning but--
What happened is I got lonely, Dean said fiercely, wishing he wasnt tethered to an I.V. of antibiotics so he could get escape from this interrogation. And how dare you judge me, Max. Not after what youve been doin with Logan all these years.
I was in love with Logan long before I knew you, Max said, looking away at the wall. Deeply in love ...
I know. Which is why I never gave you moren a lustful look for all those years. I wasnt about to steal another guys girl. But then one day you looked back at me and stuff happened. Stuff you were sorry you did. He swallowed hard. You hurt me, Max. Bad. Later, so did Cassie, but for different reasons. He cocked his head to one side. Cassie to me was just like Logan was to you -- a chance for a normal life -- without the whole demon possession thing Logan had goin on of course.
Why didnt you stay with her two years ago?
I told her the truth about myself and she couldnt handle it ... thought I was lyin to get out of the relationship. A ghost of a smile. She said I had a problem with intimacy. That every time she started to get close to me I backed off.
She didnt believe you were a transgenic? Max said. Did you show her your bar code?
I never got around to tellin her the Freak part, Dean admitted. It was my job ... the ghost bustin that made her think I was lyin.
Max shook her head, looking almost amused. And this time? When you two hooked up again ... slept together ...
Like Sam said, Dean muttered. Eccentric pedigree ... eccentric job ... shes better off without me. We parted ways knowin we might cross paths again but neither one of us holdin our breaths for it to ever happen.
But are you better off without her?
Dean looked at her steadily. I dont know. Am I? Everyone needs to be loved, Max.
I love you, she said. You know that.
Yeah, but its not like were really a couple. And as for a future ... He shrugged.
Genocide hanging over our heads does put a damper on that, doesnt it. But at least were together in the danger. The same tribe ... We understand one another. And then theres our son.
I never told her about Brac either, Dean admitted, realizing just how much hed kept from Cassie Robinson. Max, however, knew everything about him, probably right down to the number of hairs on the back of his hand, not to mention his most secret sexual fetishes.
Do you love her as much as you did Rachel? Max asked, apparently seeking a measuring stick for his emotions.
Dean thought about that a moment, then shook his head. Rachel was different, he said. That whole first love kind of shit that hits you so hard it nearly kills you but its never the same again. With Cassie ... it was more realistic.
And with me?
Max, I love you too, but its just that--
What?
Youre not there for me most of the time. Then again, neither could Cassie be. I mean, shit ... if she was with me this thing thats after me and Sammy would probably kill her. He cocked one eyebrow. I still worry about you, too, Maxie.
Alec, you cant be in love with two women. I wont let you be.
How you gonna stop me? he asked, for some reason amused as well as beginning to feel infinitely tired. Then again, hed just come out of surgery and the pain killers were kicking in big time.
Ill stop you by making you choose, she said simply.
Choice already made, Dean said without hesitation. He blinked once. Im here, arent I? With you? Tryin to save you life? Max, Im not in Mississippi with a girl who might have been the one for me if Id been born an ordinary. But Im not ordinary. Im an X5. In the long run, that has to rule. I was right when I told you that were a danger to them, and youre right I should have heeded my own advice. Me bein with Cassie would only get her killed, either by Manticore or by this demon thing thats already killed my mom, Jess, and Logan.
So, Max said quietly, standing up to leave. Where does that leave us?
Same place weve always been, Dean said truthfully. Were breedin partners, Maxie. A pair. Mates. We might not ever be a happily-ever-after couple, but I also dont think you and I are ever gonna be truly content with anyone else. Sad isnt it?
Devestating, she said, her full lips quirking in a small smile as her eyes wickedly raked his sheet covered body. Then she bent down and touched her mouth to his. Their kiss was deep, long, hungry, and fulfilling, sealing the bond between them. Dean wished more than anything that the damn morphine wasnt tugging him toward oblivion, but then again he supposed the Manticore docs wouldnt appreciate him pullin out stitches either.
Max felt his arousal with her hand and her smile broadened against his mouth. Later, she purred. Oh, and Alec ...
What? he mumbled, his voice low and husky with desire and sleep.
Love em and leave em ... always leave em. And then ... come home to me. Promise?
Promise, Dean murmurred as he drifted off to sleep.
*****
3 Days later
Your plan sucks.
Do you have a better one? Sam snapped.
Bettern fakin ESP to fool Lydecker into treatin Max? Dean shot back as he sat on the edge of his hospital bed pulling on his boots. Yeah, I can do better.
Im not faking, Sam said sullenly as he stood looking out the window at the grey Wyoming winter sky.
Since when can you read minds?
Well, I might have been exagerrating that part, Sam admitted as he shoved hands into the pockets of his heavy canvas jacket.
Dean hopped off the bed and reached for the t-shirt hanging on the back of a nearby chair, his movements only slightly stiff, his transgenic healing abilities having done their duty. Pulling it on over his head, he freed the magical amulet he always wore, made sure the necklace was on straight, then looked at his brother. Thanks, he said.
For what?
For doin what you could to make sure I wasnt killed. I know you lied to save me, but now were faced with owning up to that lie. I think we should just tell Lydecker the truth ... that we cant take down Stendahl for him.
Sam stared at him in astonishment. Since when is lying a problem for you, Dean?
Since its a lie were gonna get tangled up in no matter what we do, and then the consequences will be worse than if wed told the truth to begin with.
If I hadnt told Lydecker what he wanted to hear, that X5 would have broken your neck, Sam said quietly.
I know.
And when he finds out I was bluffing--?
Now it was Deans turn to look out the window.
Hell stop Maxs treatment, Sam supplied for him. And probably order your execution ... maybe mine too. The only way Lydecker will help us is if we cooperate with him ... give him what he wants. Even if we have to bluff.
Sam was right, and Dean knew it. Still, he honestly didnt know what to do next.
Do we know where Stendahls base of operations is? Sam asked.
Dean shrugged. Its no secret, at least not his main one.
What if we walk in the front door and--
What? Surrender? Beg him to shut the place down?
What would he do? Sam continued. If he came face-to-face with the two of us?
Kill you. Cage me, Dean said simply, his voice clipped. Youre useless to him. Me ... at the very least Im breeding stock, provided his neurosurgeons cant persuade me to cooperate. Then theres always the organ harvest bank ... Healthy X5s are few and far between in this world, bro. Were worth millions. Dean reached up and lightly scratched at the bar code on the back of his neck that was beginning to show up again. Being a marked man -- literally -- did have its drawbacks.
Come on, Dean. Weve overcome greater odds than this. At least Stendahls on this plain of existence ... corporeal. What if this was just a job for us? How would we take him down?
You really want to go there, Sammy? Killin a human being? Cause thats what its gonna take. Were gonna hafta assassinate Davis Stendahl. Its the only way to defeat his organization and make sure it stays buried. Then Lydeckers group will be the only one left and hell have clear sailing with the military.
Im not an assassin.
Neither am I -- least not any more.
The two brothers looked at one another. Dean was dressed and ready to go. But go where?
How are you feeling? Sam asked softly.
Ive been better, his brother admitted. He stretched lightly and grimaced at the pain in his side and abdomen. But Ill live.
Youre in no shape for a mission.
Well, I dont exactly have the luxury of stayin here to heal any longer now do I? Dean snarked. Not since a certain someone has agreed to a Mission Impossible for the Devil himself.
Im sorry, Sam said. He held up one hand. For getting you into a mess, but not for saving your life. It really was the only thing I could think to do, Dean ... make Lydecker a promise.
I know, the X5 said gruffly, touched in spite of himself that Sam was so worried about him.
And at least Max is being helped -- for now.
For now, Dean repeated ominously, his eyes going to the infirmary room door. She ought to be back soon. Maybe the three of us can come up with a plan.
Suddenly, the door opened and Lydecker strode in. Worse, he was smiling. Oh, I have a plan, the Colonel said. One that the two of you are going to implement, with or without Sammys special abilities.
Dean looked up and around the room, feeling like a fool. The rooms bugged, he said -- a statement, not a question.
Of course, Lydecker said. And now, if the two of you ... actually make that the three of you ... want to live youll do exactly what I say.
*****
Im not stupid, Im not expendable, and Im not doin this! Dean declared as he paced the parking lot. And neither are you! he added with a meaningful look at Sam.
We have no choice. The Colonel made that clear. At least this way we all have a chance.
Sam, its a suicide mission!
Not necessarily, the younger Winchester brother argued. Come on, Dean. Were good together. We can pull this off.
Waltz into a transgenic guarded military facility, copy the hard drive of their top secret server, and waltz back out? Yeah. Right. Piece of cake.
Once Lydecker has that data he can take down Stendahl at his leisure, Sam said. We dont even hafta kill the guy ourselves.
Point taken, Dean replied dryly as he stretched arms over his head then winced, for the moment having forgotten his recently removed stitches. Damn it, Sam. You arent trained for undercover work.
But you are.
Stendahl knows me too well. Ill never get close enough.
Then hell need a reason for us to be in his facility that will make him want to keep us alive, Sam said. Come on, Dean. Youre a consumate liar. Think of something! What do we have that Stendahl wants?
Me.
Sams eyes narrowed thoughtfully. Exactly, he said. What if you offer to join his group voluntarily?
He wont believe me, Dean said tiredly as he leaned against the hood of the Impala.
And the procedures will be?
Ill probably be tranquilized, caged, maybe operated on before I ever regain consciousness, lobotomy bein the least of it. He shot a look at Sam. Not acceptable, in case you hadnt already reached that conclusion.
Sam looked at the ground, momentarily defeated. Then suddenly he raised his head, eyes lighting up. I know what we can do.
Dean raised one eyebrow.
Sam was blinking, obviously thinking ... looking inward. We dont have to take down Stendahls whole operation by ourselves in order to ruin it, he said.
We dont?
Sam glanced up at his older sibling, eyes now expectant ... excited. We only have to take down the man himself.
Kill Stendahl you mean? Dean said. Sam, weve been here before. Even if I could get close enough to take a shot I dont wanna--
Im not talking about killing him, Sam interrupted, gesturing with his hands now. Im talking about scaring him into giving up his organization.
Scaring him? Dean didnt understand -- at all. How?
How else? Sam said smugly, crossing arms in front of his chest as he, too, leaned against the Impala. With the supernatural.
You mean sick a ghost on the guy? Dean said, his voice tinged with disbelief. And this from someone who was cussin me out just days ago cause I was dabblin in the so-called black arts?
Hed have no defense against it, Sam pointed out. Not even his X5 army could protect him from the spirit world. Hed have to turn elsewhere for help. The younger man was staring at Dean who was staring back. Ya there yet? Sam prodded.
And then Dean was -- there. He began to slowly nod. You mean make it so Stendahl has no choice but to come to us for help. And his payment would be--
Giving up his military organization and turning things over to the Colonel.
But of course the ever-practical Dean saw the immediate glitch. And this ghost would come from where? My ecto-plasma ghostbustin gun? Sam, you know that ghosts are elusive critters with minds of their own. How the hell are we gonna make one do what we want it to?
Sue Ann controlled a Reaper, Sam pointed out. Completely.
With a black arts spell book and a cursed Coptic cross, Dean said. Yeah, I was there.
Dean, we have to do something or Lydecker will let Max die.
Actually, I dont think he will, Dean said thoughtfully, pushing away from the car and walking, hands in pockets, toward the main Manticore complex building. Shes special to him ... has some of his dead wifes DNA.
I never knew that, Sam said, matching his brothers pace.
Well, you do now, Dean replied. But I wanna see Stendahl gone as much as Lydecker does. So, Im willing to entertain this harebrained idea of yours, Sammy. He stopped and faced the younger man. Tell me first off, where are we gonna get our cooperative ghost?
We hold a seance, Sam said. And we trap one with a holding spell like the one Sue Ann used on the Reaper.
Sam, you saw what that Reaper did to the person who tried to keep it on a leash. Me ... Im kinda fond of my eyeballs.
The maybe we dont have to use force, Sam argued. Maybe we can get a ghost to cooperate with us.
What ghost? Or should I ask whos? Theyd almost reached the door to the Manticore complex.
Sam put a hand on Deans forearm, drawing the X5 to a halt. Someone we know, he said in a low voice. Someone willing to help us.
Not Mom! Dean said loudly.
No, Sam assured him. Besides, Missouri said Moms spirit is gone. It would have to be someone whos still ... hanging around, for want of a better way of puttin it. We could summon it. We have the spellbooks. And ghosts can be bargained with. We just need to offer it the right incentive.
Such as? Dean scoffed.
Sam shrugged. Eternal peace maybe? An end to its suffering in the inbetween plain?
Now who do we know -- or rather knew -- that would fit the bill? Dean asked, obviously still not believing Sams plan could possibly work. What dead person -- besides Mom -- do we know who might want to help us?
Our brother, Sam said simply.
Who?
Our brother, Sam repeated as he reached out to open the complexs door. Ben.
Youre joking, right?
Dead serious.
Well, the dead part would probably be right -- if we resurrect that psycho killer.
Dean, he was our flesh and blood. That has to count for something.
493 was an assassin, Dean replied tightly.
So were you.
Jaw clenched, the X5s eyes shifted to the younger man as he stuffed hands in the pocket of his jacket. Im different. I didnt go schitzo.
I still say its a plan, Sam insisted. We have the binding spell, the same one Sue Ann used. We can summon Ben and order him to do our bidding ... to haunt Stendahl until the guy either begs us to help him or goes nuts. Either way, his group goes down.
Why do you think Bens even hangin around as a spirit? Dean asked, feeling like he was being backed into a corner and not liking it one bit.
The way he lived, not to mention died, Sam replied. Do you even need to ask. Spirits are born out of anger and hate and frustration. I think brother Ben was pretty full of all three. Sam stepped ahead of his brother and put a hand out, stopping Dean in his tracks. He yanked the teeth out of his victims heads, for Gods sake, Dean. Of course his spirit isnt at rest.
Dean put a hand to his head and rubbed one temple, feeling a headache coming on. Well need Max for this, he finally said with a heavy sigh. She knew him best.
*****
You want to do what? Max said loudly. She was lying in a hospital bed, wearing nothing but a blue gown and hooked up to a bank of I.V.s. However, Dean could tell she was better. There was more color in her cheeks and a bit of the old sparkle back in her eyes. Noting this, he relaxed his tense shoulders a little bit, in spite of the battle he saw coming.
We want to summon Bens spirit and command it to haunt Stendahl, Sam informed her, as if saying something sane and normal.
You can do that? Max asked, the question directed at her mate.
Maybe, Dean said with a look toward Sam. We have the spell, and Sam just might have the power. Then theres the connection ... Im his identical twin. Thats considered pretty close on the psychic plain. But ... well need your help too, Max. Someone will have to talk to him and Sam and I are strangers to him.
You really never met him? Sam asked.
No, Dean said. Then he smirked. Well, once -- in a test tube. Hell, I never even knew the guy existed until I started gettin punished for his sins as a kid. He shot a look in Maxs direciton. They thought Ben Boys aberrations might be genetic.
And they werent, Max said quickly. Psy-ops cleared you.
And Dean knew shed thought about that before, perhaps even been worried about him or possibly Brac. Schitzophrenia sometimes was hereditary, or at least the tendency toward it.
And Im still fine, the X5 assured her. No delusions of dentistry at all.
Guys, Sam said. If were gonna do this we need to get our act together.
So what? Dean asked. We hold a seance?
Basically, yeah, Sam replied as Max scowled.
No, She said. Not that I even believe you guys can do this -- conjure Bens ghost. But if you can ... I think we need to leave my brother resting in peace, not resurrect his ass for a mission.
How do we know hes at peace, Max? Dean said quietly -- a question that had teased the back of his brain for a long time now. After all, his mother certainly hadnt been at peace. Isnt the first step in all of this to check and see where Ben really is? If hes even ... reachable.
You make it sound like youre gonna give him a ring on your cell phone, Max said sourly. She started to cross arms in front of her chest but then remembered the I.V. lines and settled for scowling deeply instead.
Well use a more old fashioned method than that, Sam said easily. He tapped the side of his head with a forefinger.
Have you ever done this kind of thing before? Max wondered. Summoned someones spirit?
Not deliberately, Dean admitted, now watching his brother closely. Sammys powers--
Dont call it that, Sam said. You make it sound like Im a Jedi knight or something.
Sammys abilities are a recent development. Dean had a thought. Maybe we should ask Missouri for help with this.
She wouldnt, Sam said quickly. Help that is.
Why not?
She just wouldnt.
What or who is Missouri? Max asked.
Old friend, Dean said. A psychic we know back in Kansas. But shed bust our asses if she knew we were meddlin with the black arts.
Again, Sam pointed out. And Dad would have a stroke.
Dean nodded.
I still dont like it, Max finally said, her dark brown eyes drawn with worry. She looked up at Dean. But I trust you guys, and we do owe Lydecker. And I suppose this plan isnt any more dangerous or stupid than assaulting Stendahls base ourselves.
An option we can always save for later, Dean pointed out. If this fails. He looked at Sam. Do we have everything we need? And if so, where do you want to do it?
Weve got the spell, me, you, and Max, Sam said quietly as he began arranging three of the rooms chairs in a small circle, using the fourth to block the door. He glanced up at the monitoring camera.
That cant be helped, Dean said. If we knock it out, security will be on us in a flash.
Max picked up her cell phone from the nightstand. Ill take care of that, she said. A small smile. Ill tell Deck my mate and I need some privacy.
Dean raised one eyebrow at that and Sam snorted a laugh. However, sure enough, after Sam spoke a few words into the cell, the light on the security monitoring camera changed from red to yellow -- standby mode.
It was already growing dark outside, but Sam drew the curtains anyway. Dean flipped off the lightswitch leaving the room in relative darkness. Sam sat down in one of the chairs, the book in his lap. Dean took the seat to his right and Max -- I.V. line still in place -- hopped out of bed to take her place on Sams left. The seance was about to begin.
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