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*****
Dean knew exactly where to find what he needed, and it wasnt because hed read it in a book of black magic. He knew because Sam wasnt the only one who could get in touch with the other side. It hadnt taken much effort to summon the dark thing that had hovered so long over the Winchester brothers. All hed had to do was chant a dark spell in Latin (something Dean knew full well that his father would whoop his ass for if he ever he found out), open his mind, and then sleep for a few hours at a rest stop along the coastal highway. It had come to him in a nightmare ... a picture of a place he instinctively knew ... the place where he had to go if he wanted to save the woman he loved ... the place he was being called to. In the back seat of the Impala the book titled The Arts of Satan glowed with a ghostly light of its own as the car thundered down the road.
Seattle wasnt far, and he had just enough money to buy the gas to get there. Now, he sat in the car staring up at the turrets of an ancient stone building, its wooden doors boarded closed, its curtainless windows empty eye sockets watching, a No Trespassing sign staked on the unkempt lawn. Once, in the 1800s, this place had been a mansion ... an estate for the rich. Then it had been a county library until purchased by a private group for use as their exclusive school back in the 1940s. However, besides teaching the children their ABCs, the owners of that school had also practiced ancient rituals passed down to them by their ancestors for thousands of years. Seeped in tradition and a form of magic, the Snake Cults center of education had at its heart a room well suited for the purpose Dean Winchester had in mind ... a room where the thing that would grant his wish was waiting.
The stone stairs were steep, the air heavy with the scent of mold and mildew, and at one point, the X5 paused in his descent to stifle a sneeze. When he finally reached the sub basement, Dean already had the feeling he was far underground, and then he had to follow a well worn path that led even further down, the walls gradually turning from hand hewn material to natural stone. It took several minutes for him to reach the cavern, his only guide the flickering of torch light from far up ahead that cast eerie shadows on the walls. Even his cat sight found the distortion disconcerting ... his ability to judge distance impaired, the dancing shadows hypnotic in a dangerous way. Then, at last, a large pair of wooden doors loomed ahead.
Torches on either side were what had illuminated his steps so far, hissing and flickering like devil tongues. As Dean stared at those panels a little voice seemed to be whispering inside of his head. Turn around ... run ... get out while you can. It sounded very much like his mothers voice, and the X5 almost heeded it. But then Dean thought about Max ... the nights hed spent in her arms ... the feel of himself sliding into her hot, wet, tight body ... the way she cried out his name when she came and raked his back with her nails, clinging to him ... the little boy they had together ... She was the only woman in the earthly world who knew what he really was and still loved him, and hed be damned if he was going to lose her like hed lost his mom ... like Sam had lost Jessica. Like Sam and Max are going to lose you, that little voice nagged. Shaking it off, Dean took a deep breath, raised his chin, and strode forward, throwing the doors open to enter the deepest chamber of the cursed building.
Logan Cale was standing beside the altar that anchored the center of the room. Dressed in a brown cardigan and khaki slacks with his head tipped to one side, the man looked little different than he had all those years ago in Seattle when theyd ostensibly been on the same side. Welcome home, Alec, Eyes Only said, greeting his visitor with a chilly smile and looking far too healthy for a man whod taken a bullet in the chest just a few days ago. He gestured toward the blood stained stone altar with its metal shackles. Ive been waiting for you.
I bet you have, Dean said under his breath. Then, more loudly, his chin still in the air. Weve really gotta stop meetin like this, Logan. People are gonna start to talk. He glanced around the room. But hey, I half expected our rendezvous to be in a sewer.
Cale smiled wickedly, and something yellow flickered in his eyes. Dean saw, and his expression tensed, even as his hand crept toward the gun concealed in the waistband of his jeans.
Bullets wont do you any good, Logan said, speaking as matter-of-factly as if discussing the weather. Ive gone beyond that stage now.
Stage? Dean said. You mean stages of possession?
Again the enigmatic smile as cool blue eyes glistened with dancing orange behind the spectacles.
That explains a lot, the X5 conceded, feeling like an idiot for not realizing this before. Who am I really talking to? he then asked. Not Logan Cale.
No, the man who wasnt Logan replied. Logan Cale is gone. This body is mine now. It was a struggle Ill admit. It took me almost a year to wrest this flesh away from its human soul. However, in the end, the man had enough hate in him to make the transition possible.
Hate?
Hate toward the woman whod betrayed him, and hate for the man she betrayed him with.
Oh, Dean said, for lack of anything more insightful. After all, the demon -- for he was fairly certain that was what he was talking to -- was basically right.
However, the creature gloated. I have all of Cales memories as well as his physical body. Which means I have access to all of the Manticore secrets hed at last successfully unlocked.
You made Max sick, Dean said. Not Logan. Which means you can make her well.
The demon that had been Logan nodded once.
And, of course theres a price, Dean said. Theres always a price.
Three guesses as to what that price is, the demon said.
Got it in one, Dean said easily, surprised to find that his trembling had stopped now that he was facing the inevitable. Me. My life.
Wrong.
Dean blinked.
The price isnt your life, little boy. It never was. If that was what Id wanted I could have had you many times over before now. The price is something much more valuable than your tainted subhuman soul.
Subhuman? Dean said, understanding but not really wanting to.
Youre not totally human, the creature said as it moved a step closer to the altar. My price must be paid with a pure being, not one thats part man, part cat.
Hey, Dean said, feeling oddly indignant. Im mostly human.
The price is what its always been, the demon said, its eyes flaming brightly now. Not you, the chimera, but your brother.
Sam? Dean said, the name coming out an octave too high. Well, you cant have him. Im here now. Take me, and let Max live. One life for another.
No, the creature said steadily. Your brothers life for your lovers.
Thats an impossible choice, Dean said quietly. And one I wont make. Besides, he added. Sams not pure either. Manticore messed with him too.
His gift outweighs the smallness of his impurity, the demon said.
Geez, Dean exclaimed, rolling his eyes. You guys always have your loopholes, dont you? You make up your own rules.
Samuel Winchester has a gift that makes him worth a thousand other men, the demon declared. His blood will give me power beyond imagining.
And what am I? Dean snarked. Chopped liver? Hey, freely given sacrifice here. Dont I at least count as a warrior? I thought warriors were valuable sacrifices ... almost as good as virgins ... not that Im that ... a virgin ... but--
Shut up! the creature in Logan Cales body commanded as those eyes flared fire.
The high verbal X5 swallowed hard, but complied.
Your argument has merit, the demon said. A life freely given, even an inferior one, has value.
So, Dean said. Take me. Cure Max. And leave Sam alone.
I have a better plan than that, the being chortled.
What?
Im going to have you both. Only then will your precious Max be cured.
Sam will never fall for it, Dean said levelly. Hes far away from here and has no idea where I am.
Oh, doesnt he? the creature said. You dont think that Sammy, gifted with his miraculous visions, hasnt seen his beloved brothers death?
Deans breath caught in his throat as he realized the thing was probably right. Sam might very well know not only that he was in trouble, but exactly where he was. No, the young transgenic said quietly. I wont let you have him.
You, the demon said as it waved a hand toward the altar where the metal shackles magically snapped open, have no choice.
Dean reached for the gun -- the only thing he could think to do -- but suddenly all he could see was fire, the thing that was inhabiting Logans body bursting into a white-hot inferno that forced him to cover his face and cower back, and he knew that Sam had been right all along. I never should have messed with evil.
*****
Sam.
The younger Winchester brother looked over at Max, and not for the first time thought how beautiful she was, and how lucky his brother was, not that the idiot would ever acknowledge it. What? he said quietly, looking back at the road before his glance became a stare.
Is there anyone else in his life?
In Deans?
She nodded.
Whatdaya mean?
I mean ... its not like were exactly a couple. Oh, I know he isnt celibate when were apart. Hell, Im not either. But ... is there anyone hes ... you know ... really connected with?
Sam thought about a certain Cassie Robinson in Mississippi and chose his words carefully. He didnt want to lie to Max but--
However, shed already noticed. Who is she? she asked quietly. Is he in love with her?
Deans in love with you, Sam said adamantly. At least right now.
Explain. It was a command.
Sam bit down on his lower lip, choosing his words carefully as he negotiated a tricky curve on the narrow dark road. I know hes been in love a time or two before, he finally said. But I also know thats in the past ... relationships that could never have worked. He looked over at her again. It was beginning to rain and the droplets on the window were cast as small shadows on Maxs white face by the headlights of an oncoming car.
Who is she? Max asked. Besides Rachel Berrisford I mean? I know some about Rachel. But theres another?
Sam shrugged. Just an ordinary girl in an ordinary town with an ordinary job.
I envy her.
Why?
Not just for getting Alec to love her, but for being able to be ordinary.
Which is why you and my brother belong together, at least in the long run, Sam chided gently. With this other girl--
Whats her name? Did he ever tell you about Rachel, by the way? Im betting he did.
Im not going to tell you that, Max, who she is. And yes, I know about Rachel Berrisford. But now ... its not really your business. In fact, I shouldnt be telling you this much. Dean though ... he told this other girl the truth about himself.
You mean about his eccentric pedigree? Max asked with a little smile.
Sams brow drew down. Deans Manticore past wasnt what he was thinking about. No, he corrected. About his eccentric job -- the hunting.
Oh, that, Max said, sighing. And let me guess. The lady thought he was nuts.
Basically, yeah, Sam said. She thought Dean was making it all up as a reason to dump her, so she threw him out. But Max, that was a couple of years ago -- before Dean knew you had Brac. And you know the guy. He's sometimes all if you can't be with the one you love then love the one you're with.
And Alec told you about this girl who broke his heart?
Sam concentrated on the road, his grip on the steering wheel tightening.
Sam?
I met her, Sam finally admitted. A little while back Cassie needed our help and Dean went to her.
How long ago? Max asked tightly.
Look, Sam said, his voice taking on an edge. My brothers put up with you and Logan for ... forever. Dont judge him because he took comfort in another womans arms for a little while when you couldnt be there for him.
Now it was Maxs turn to look away out the window. Does he still love her? she finally asked, her voice sounding like a little girls.
Yeah, Sam said honestly. But Im pretty sure not as much as he loves you ... one of his own kind.
A sign flashed by on the road: Seattle 5 miles. Max tensed. Take the next exit, she suddenly said.
But were heading for Canada.
No, Max commanded, her voice excited. Take the exit.
Why?
Because I just realized I do know where that place is that you drew. It looks familiar as in the Breeding Cult. I know where Alec went.
*****
Sam?
What.
What exactly did you see, in your vision?
Sam looked over at Max. Theyd parked the car on the road and walked back a long driveway. Now, they were staring up at an ancient stone building that looked about as deserted as it could be. They cut out his heart, Sam said in a low voice.
What? Max yelped.
I said they cut out his heart, Sam repeated harshly. He was on an altar of some kind ... chained.
And youre only now mentioning this?
Look, Sam said. I see things all the time. Sometimes they come true, and sometimes they dont ... or at least I dont know if they do. With Dean ... I really thought it might have just been a nightmare but--
--you know it wasnt, Max finished for him.
I wanted you to be safe before I went looking for him, Sam said quietly, looking away. Dean would have wanted it that way.
Well, were here now, Max said firmly. What counts is that we find him in time.
Are you all right? Sam asked, his brow drawing down with concern.
Maxs chin lifted a fraction. Im fine. Dont worry about me.
You know this place?
Yes, she said, remembering her other adventure in this old building all those years ago. She glanced up at Sam. Hell be in the sub basement. Theres an altar there. Any guesses as to who our bad guy is?
Logan, Sam said quietly. Or at least what used to be Logan.
*****
What do you want with Sam? Dean asked.
His soul, the creature replied blithely. I thought we were already clear on that.
The X5 strained against the handcuffs encircling his wrists, but to no avail. Shackled spread eagle on the stone altar, the rock hard and cold against his bare back, he was essentially helpless. The only bright spot to his embarrassing predicament was that he wasn't completely naked. The thing had stripped him of his shirt and jacket, but left his jeans on, apparently not into the more erotic aspects of human sacrifice. And me?
Leverage. Youre the bargaining chip.
A mocking smile. You think my baby brother will sell his soul to the Devil to save me? Think again. Sams been taught better than that. Besides, he added. In a way, you might even be doin the kid a favor. Our relationship hasnt exactly been sweetness and light lately. He cocked an eyebrow. Whats so special about Sammy anyway?
You really dont know? the creature said as Logans eyes widened behind the glasses. After all this time your father never told you about your brother?
Told me what? Dean asked sharply.
The demon shook its head. And now youll die never knowing.
Tell me what?! Dean shouted as the thing turned its back on him. What about Sam?!
The creature walked to a table on the side of the musty smelling room and picked something up. Dean saw the flash of steel ... a blade ... and the hair on the back of his neck prickled just above his disguised bar code.
Theyre here, it said quietly, looking toward the stone steps that led up to the house above.
Whos here? Dean demanded.
My Sammy, it said gently, sounding eerily affectionate. It looked back over its shoulder to the man on the sacrificial stone. And shes with him.
Dean closed his eyes, for a moment not breathing, as he realized the implications. Max. Sammy, for the love of God why did you have to bring Max?
She can still be cured, you know, the creature teased.
How?
I think you know. Youve already experienced what it feels like for one life to be exchanged for another.
A thought occurred to Dean, and he narrowed his eyes. Sam has to come with you willingly, doesnt he? Thats the catch. Thats why you want me. Thats why you did this to Max.
Youre going to have to choose, Alec, it said, those blue eyes coldly assessing him as it thumbed the tip of the knife blade. Convince Sam to give himself to me, and Max will be cured. Fight me, and she dies a lingering death.
And what about me? Dean asked through gritted teeth. Where does the slab of meat fit into the equation.
The thing laughed softly, the effect all the more eerie because it really was Logans laugh. Either way, I need the heart of a warrior to complete the process.
I suppose I should be flattered, Dean replied, with difficulty keeping his voice level. My life for hers. Thats a no brainer. Youve already got a deal there. But leave Sam out of it. Sam goes free. None of this soul taking shit. Kill me. Cure Max. End of discussion.
No, the creature replied adamantly.
And if I dont ... talk Sam into this deal?
Then you and Max will still die, it said. And Ill obtain his soul in another way. Oh, it will be more difficult, but somehow I think that watching the beating heart being cut out of his brothers chest will go a long way toward putting Sam on the road to eternal damnation. He wont ever be able to forget what he sees. It might take awhile, but sooner or later his anger, guilt, and thirst for revenge will consume him. You think hes in a bad place now because of the way I killed his beloved Jessica? Well, Alec ... what do you think Sams reaction will be to seeing this knife plunged into his brothers chest? The only difference will be that your life will have ended for nothing except as a means to torment Sammy. My way, at least your life force will save the woman you love.
Maxs life in exchange for Sams soul, and I still get gutted? Dean said matter-of-factly. No deal.
How about a new deal? a familiar voice said loudly from the doorway.
Deans head jerked around and his heart leaped, then fell. Sam! he said loudly. Get outta here! Take Max and run!
Not without you! the younger Winchester brother shouted right back.
Logan! Max exclaimed. Logan, dont do this!
Its not Logan, Dean said, his voice cracking as he pulled as hard as he could on the chains. It hasnt been Logan for a very long time.
The creatures eyes flamed yellow, proving Deans point, and Max gasped. Where is he? she said. Wheres Logan?
Consumed, Sam answered. This thing got a foothold inside of him and now theres nothing left of the man you knew as Logan Cale.
Alec? Max whimpered, taking a step toward him.
Hes right, Max, Dean declared. Run. Run while you can.
I wont leave you!
And neither will I! Sam said.
Very well, the thing chuckled. I guess well do this the hard way. In a move too swift for the human eye to follow, it turned, raised the knife, and plunged it downward toward Deans chest.
Too swift for the human eye to follow ... but not too swift for a transgenic.
With the sound of a loud snap, the chain around Deans right hand broke and in a blur of motion he caught Logans wrist, stopping the blade just inches from his heaving chest. Grimacing with pain, he used every ounce of his X5 strength to keep the knife at bay, gaining the precious few seconds needed. And then Sam was on top of the creature, pulling it backwards, away from its victim.
Sam, however, was no match for demonic strength. Whirling, the thing threw the young man through the air and crashing into the wall. You cant save him, it hissed. Ill have your precious brother. And its all your fault!
Sam! Dean screamed as he fought to free himself from the rest of his restraints. Helpless, he looked toward Max.
Her mouth set in a grim line, every inch of her voluptuous figure trembling with rage, the female X5 set her sights on the thing that was intent on destroying the man (the men) she loved. Fuck you! she screamed, leaping like a cat across the room and landing on top of the demon. Fuck you to hell!
X5-452 had never been truly trained as an assassin. However, that didnt mean she didnt know how to kill. With a warriors cry, she wrenched the knife out of the creatures hand, and plunged the blade home.
Gasping, not believing what had just happened, the flames in the demons eyes flared as it looked up at her in astonishment. And then that fire died down, replaced by the normal blue of a humans gaze. Max? Logan rasped, gurgling as a trickle of blood ran out of the corner of his mouth. Max, whats happening? Where am I? Whats-- He looked down at himself ... at the knife imbedded in his body. Max? he plaintively begged as his eyes closed and he fell to the floor.
Logan? she whispered in a horrified tone. Logan--
Max, get away from him! Sam yelled as he got to his feet, bruised and battered but not seriously injured.
The body was beginning to glow ... to heat up.
Logan? Max wailed, throwing herself onto the floor beside him.
Get her out of here! Dean screamed as he continued trying to free himself. Both of you get out!
The body was beginning to combust ... the glow becoming hot, the glare more blinding as the demon within began to emerge in its true form.
Get out! Dean yelled at the top of his voice. Leave me!
Dean! Sam cried, as he moved to the altar and also yanked futilely at the chains. But then the younger brother saw something lying on the wooden table at the side of the room -- a key.
It took only seconds to free his brother, but even in that short amount of time Logans body had been totally consumed by demonic fire that was spreading just like the fire had spread from their mothers body on the ceiling.
Leaping off the altar, Dean grabbed Maxs hand, and together the three turned their backs on the horror and ran for the door. Theyd just made it into the corridor when the explosion behind them erupted, turning the hallway into a white hot inferno. Dean couldnt breath ... couldnt see ... He felt like he was being burned alive, but he didnt let go of Maxs hand, and he didnt stop moving. And then they turned another corner and the heat began to diminish. Everyone all right? he rasped, turning to see that Sam was just behind him.
Were here, his brother panted. He looked back over his shoulder at what was essentially a furnace behind them. But weve got to get out of this building.
Dean nodded, and still holding onto Maxs hand, ran for the stairs with Sam following right on his heels.
*****
What were you thinking?
Dean had heard that line before from Max -- too many times in fact. This time -- quite honestly -- he didnt know how to answer her. He hung his head. I knew the only way to help you was to fight fire with fire, so to speak, he mumbled. Evil with evil. He looked up at her where she was sitting on the edge of the exam table in Dr. Carrs office. Dressed only in a paper gown, she was shivering, and he wanted to take her in his arms. However, the accusing look in her eyes warned him off.
It might have worked, Dean offered in response to her silence. Brown eyes narrowed. Well it might!
Dad would have a fit, Sam pointed out -- yet again, if he knew you tried making use of the very thing we were trained to destroy.
Hey! Dean snapped. I came close. That thing was willing to take my life to give Max back hers -- just like that Reaper we ran into down south ... the one who saved me.
At the expense of an innocent persons soul, Sam said sternly, as if speaking to a backwards child.
I know, Dean said, biting off the words bitterly. Dont think I dont. I still wonder why I got to live and that guy ... didnt.
What are you talking about? Max asked wearily.
Just a job, Dean said his voice equally tired and closing his eyes as he leaned back in the chair. Dr. Carr had taken blood samples from all three of them and they were awaiting the results ... to see if Maxs illness had progressed or if either he or Sam had contracted it. He cocked an eyebrow in Sams direction. But I almost was there, Sam. I proved it can be done. There are ways to force the evil bastards to do what we want em to.
Force them to kill you? Sam snorted. Yeah, right. Real smart plan, bro.
Id die for you Max, no problem, Dean declared, sitting up straighter in the chair and pinning her with a hard look. Well, it would be a problem, but I'd still do it ... probably. I owe you my life a few times over, and its my fault youre in this mess anyway. But-- His gaze turned to Sam. I couldnt sacrifice you, Sammy. Not even for her. That just wouldnt be fair. Max and me ... our dramas ... they arent yours.
Do you think that thing that took over Logan was the same thing that killed Mom and Jess? Sam asked, bringing up the question that no one had wanted to ask yet.
Dean shrugged. Gut feeling ... yeah. I think it was. But what Id like to know is why its got such a hard-on about you, Sam. I know youre special and all with your dreams and visions, but this thing has been after you since you were a baby. I mean, it was in your nursery where it all happened in the beginning, and then it came back after your girlfriend. And it wanted you in that cellar. Me, it just wanted dead, after I talked you into tradin your soul for Maxs life of course. He thought about that a minute and a ghost of a smile graced full lips. Should I feel slighted?
You should feel lucky, Sam said grimly. And no, I have no idea why it wants me so badly. Maybe that thing feeds off of people with extrasensory capabilities.
Dean nodded. It was a possibility, and at the moment even a vague explanation was better than none.
The exam room door opened and Dr. Carr came in, chart in hand. One look at the doctors face and Dean knew the news wasnt good. Spit it out, he said huskily. And in laymans terms, please.
Maxs illness is progressing rapidly, Dr. Carr said quietly. He glanced down at the paperwork in the folder.
And Dean? Sam asked.
The doctor shook his head. Hes fine ... for now. A stern look at the transgenic couple. But Ill repeat. Dont be intimate.
Water under the bridge, Dean said levelly. So, Im clean?
Yes, Dr. Carr replied.
And me? Max said tightly, speaking up for the first time.
Two weeks at best, Dr. Carr said. Im sorry, Max.
What about Sam? Dean asked quietly. Is he infected?
No, the doctor said. Not yet. But I dont know that hes immune. He probably shouldnt be around Max. In fact, she should be in isolation.
Not gonna happen, Dean said softly. We all need to be free to find a way out of this mess.
What way? Sam said, his voice oddly emotionless. If black magic didnt work then what will?
Science, Max said firmly. Science made this bug I have, not magic. And science will help me. She looked at Dean. We need to find him. Hes my only hope. I knew Id one day regret letting the bastard go. Mole warned me, but I just didnt want him around, and guarding him was too much trouble.
I know, Dean agreed.
Find who? Dr. Carr asked. Who do you think can help you?
Lydecker, Max said quietly. If anyone knows where we can get help for this it will be him. She glanced over at Dean. Youre gonna hafta crawl back to him ... beg his forgiveness. Hes really pissed at you for what you did, and none too pleased with me either, not to mention the fact we pretty much single-handedly destroyed his base of operations. I havent heard from him since we let him go, but Im pretty sure Dix can find him. Last I heard, he was still building a transgenic army to rival Stendahls group.
Dean took a deep breath and studied the far wall of the exam room, jaw clenched. I wont beg, he finally said. I wont.
Then Max will die. Sam said quietly. Damn it, Dean, forget your pride just this once and do what has to be done. Go to the man, say youre sorry, and ask for his help. Or do you want to try witchcraft again?
He kidnapped you to try and force me to kill someone! Dean yelled, raising his voice at last.
Which you didnt do in the end, Sam returned. You didnt kill Logan, and Im fine.
Dean gave his brother points for not rubbing it in that if hed completed Lydeckers mission back then, none of them would be in this predicament now. Then he looked hard at Max. Her eyes met his, and he read her decision in their dark depths. Shed made up her mind, and all he could do was go along with her decision. All right, he said, his voice deep and low. We find Deck. We ask for his help. And ... He swallowed hard. Ill beg if I have to.
TO BE CONTINUED ...