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Well, Dean finally said as Sam steered the Impala out of the small midwest town where theyd just made such an impression, that was embarrassing. He looked the younger man up and down, real concern in his eyes. Tell me I didnt do that? he added, nodding at the huge bruise and still-bleeding cut on Sams right cheek.
Id be lying, Sam said tiredly. Yeah, you cleaned my clock, and the clocks of about a dozen and a half locals. You dont remember anything at all?
Nada, Dean said. Anybody dead? he added, his voice dropping an octave.
Probably, Sam returned harshly.
The X5 looked away, out the window.
But maybe not, Sam continued in a more gentle tone. From what I could see, most of the guys you tossed around were still moving. He glanced in the rear view mirror. At least we may have made a clean getaway. And I managed to get our stuff out of the hotel room.
Sam, what the hell happened to me? That was no seizure. And I wasnt drunk.
Sam shrugged. Beats me, Dean. You just went all Terminator. Its like ...
Like what?
Like suddenly you werent home any more ... like it wasnt you.
You think I was possessed? Dean asked, unable to keep the fear out of his voice. You think it was our demon friend playin tricks? Because if it can get to me that easy it--
I said I dont know, Sam replied sternly as he steered through the rain-slick night on the nearly empty freeway. Lets not jump to conclusions. It really looked like ... like you were kind of empty. There wasnt anyone else looking out of your eyes, rather no one.
Manticore then?
The way you were fighting sure was superhuman, Sam said, his mouth pressing into a grim line. And that guy who stopped you ... whoever he was ... he knew just the right thing to say. Dean, you turned off like he flipped a switch. He finally looked over at his brother. Was that part of your Manticore conditioning?
Dean shrugged. They messed with my mind a lot, he admitted. And there are things I dont remember ... dont wanna remember. They had ways of makin you forget, even when you didnt want to. He shivered. There was subliminal shit ... secret codes ... safe words ... I never thought theyd done that to me, but now Im not so sure.
Absem. Brannick. Carthage.
What?
Sam was staring at him. Absem. Brannick. Carthage.
What?
Thats what that man said to you in the bar that made you drop. Does it mean anything to you?
Dean shook his head, a perplexed look in his eyes. It doesnt even make sense.
Well, if its a secret code its not like Manticore would use something youd be likely to hear every day. You sure you dont feel even a little bit sleepy? Sam added, sounding hopeful.
Dean smirked. It may only work once, or only if my subliminal trigger has been pulled.
Well, whoever it was in that bar with us sure knew exactly what to do, Sam said worriedly. And worse, it means Manticore knows not only that youre alive and in the U.S., but exactly where you are. But what I dont understand is, if your handler was on the spot to whisper those little words in your ear, why didnt he take you clear down and haul your ass away to military prison?
Good question, Dean said quietly. If it was Manticore.
Who else could it have been? Sam asked. Who else would know that you have your own personal shutdown code?
Dad, Dean said simply. Maybe it was Dad, lookin out for me. Maybe Manticore gave him those code words a long time ago, a safety for when I was home on those summer visits in case the animal part of me got away and I turned on the two of you. Off Sams astonished look, Dean held up his hands defensively. Hey, Im just repeatin what Deck always used to say -- that I wasnt exactly the boy next door.
Sam stared at his brother for a moment longer, then turned his eyes back to the road. Then why not just come up and talk to us? he said bitterly. Why all the secrecy?
Dad would have his reasons.
Yeah, well I sure as hell dont like it, Sam spat. You know, dont you, that we have to find out what got to you. You could have killed a lot of people in there. In fact, if you hadnt been shut down you probably would have killed me.
I know, Dean said quietly. And since its probably a Manticore thing, it means I head home.
Home?
To Max, Dean clarified, smiling a little bit.
*****
I am so glad to see you, Max said simply, greeting her brother with a huge hug as soon as Dean climbed out of the drivers side of the car. It had been a long haul to the Washington State/Canadian border from Omaha, but theyd made it in under 24 hours.
Dean set her back with an impish grin, not quite certain why he deserved such a welcome. But then his eyes rose, riveting on the toddler running on chubby little legs down the cabins dirt path. Daddy! Brac shrieked at the top of his little boy lungs.
Eyes unexpectedly filling with tears, Dean sniffed loudly and knelt to scoop his son up in his arms. Hugging him tightly, inhaling his offsprings scent, he then turned grateful eyes on Max. Thank you, he said simply, both of them knowing what he was referring to. One of the X5s deepest fears had been that Brac would grow up not realizing who his real father was, or worse, thinking it was Logan. Obviously, Max wasnt going to let that happen.
Hi there, kiddo, Sam said, smiling at his nephew as he gave the hazel-eyed little boy a high-five. Im your Uncle Sam by the way.
Uncle Sammy, the child said with a laugh.
Hes already got you pegged, Sammy, Dean smirked.
Its Sam, Sam groused good naturedly as the three walked back up the path to the cabin where O.C. was waiting in the doorway, wiping her hands on a dish towel.
Hey there, supersoldier boy, the black girl said. Hows life been treatin you?
Like it wants me dead, Dean said honestly. Max, he said, turning to his mate. What the hells goin on with me? Glancing around the cabin, he couldnt help but nod his head with approval. This place was nice ... roughhewn furniture ... hunter-motif decor ... complete with a braid rug spread out in front of a hearth that currently held a nice big crackling fire. (He could easily picture himself and Max lying naked on that rug ... making love ...) The kitchen area was in the back, and the two other doors presumably led to bedrooms.
Its not just you, Max said grimly, taking Brac from his daddy and handing him over to O.C. Then she turned to a computer station that took up one corner of the cozy living room. Ive been in touch with Dix. She pressed a button and a simulation of a television picture began to run. Look at this, she said, cueing a different mode. Gradually the picture on the screen began to fade until you could see that there was something else underlying it ... a series of numbers streaming rapidly ... a code.
What the hells that? Dean asked, scowling as Sam looked intently over his shoulder.
Subliminal, Max said simply. She looked up at him, brown eyes wide and worried. Its a command, Alec. Individualized. For X5s.
Dean involuntarily took a step back and averted his eyes.
Dont worry, Max said. This one was aimed at X5-588. You remember him, dont you? Tim from back at Terminal City?
Dean nodded.
This ran a few weeks ago nationwide on all channels for almost three days, she continued. Tim went berserk in a bus station in Houston and was shot and killed by the police.
Whoa, Sam said softly. He glanced at Dean.
And mine was running last Wednesday, Dean said, stating the obvious.
My codes been up as well, Max confessed. At least according to Dix. Whoevers doing this is rotating them. But up here we dont watch a lot of television. Still ... She glanced toward O.C. where she was getting Brac a snack in the kitchen. It scares the hell out of me what could have happened if my command had been executed.
Like mine was in that bar, Dean said. I nearly killed Sam. Max, I swear, its like I didnt even know who he was. And ... I cant remember any of it. He thought a moment. If youve got a code too, that means this was done to us real early by Manticore. You escaped at what? Age nine?
Max nodded.
You know, dont you, Dean said, that theres an off switch for this thing.
She looked at him sharply and Sam elaborated. Id be dead now if someone hadnt come up to Dean in that bar and said three words. He instantly dropped on the floor -- like he said, turned off.
Only someone from Manticore would have known those words, Dean said. But what I dont understand is why are they running this ... why now?
Isnt it obvious, Sam said, speaking slowly as if to a dimwit. The governments had a mandate out for weeks now that all Manticore survivors are to either surrender or be destroyed. This is the perfect way of flushing out the remaining X5s. Run a code nationally that will make them go berserk ... blow their cover. Then swoop in and either kill or capture them.
Do we know the source? Dean asked quietly.
Only that its someone with a great deal of experience at running national broadcasts that cant be traced, Max said, not even trying to disguise the irony in her voice.
Dean scowled. You really think Logans behind it? How would he even have the codes? And why? This would hurt you too, not just me.
Max just looked at him.
The data base, Dean said simply.
Max swallowed hard and looked away. I didnt want to think the worst about him, she finally said. But theres been other stuff too. He tried to give me a whole lot of money a couple of weeks ago but I turned him down. He keeps asking if he can come and visit me up here, but Ive told him its too dangerous. I ... I dont know how much longer I can stall him. Sooner or later hes going to realize that Ive--
Youve what? Dean asked softly, stepping closer to her.
That Ive made my choice, Max said, throwing herself into his arms. And for that hell destroy you, she whispered, speaking the words against the soft cotton of his black t-shirt. She looked up into his eyes. Dont you understand? Its already begun. Logans working with the enemy now to bring all of us down.
*****
Theres something I dont understand, Sam said as they sat on the couch half an hour later sipping coffee and polishing off a plate of sandwiches. If Logan loves Max, why would he include her code in those that are running on the airwaves?
Maybe he doesnt understand all of what he has? Dean guessed. He might just have a batch of those programs and hes been running them one-by-one, hoping to catch what fish he can. He set down a half-eaten lunch meat sandwich and turned to Max. But Logan knows youre up here, doesnt he?
She nodded.
So, theoretically, he could have blown your cover to Manticore at any time?
Again a nod. What are you getting at?
What Im getting at is that Logan-boy still hasnt given up on you, which is whats going to buy us time.
Time for what? Sam asked, shaking his head. Dean, weve all got to get out of here. The safest place for us is still moving ... on the road.
Not for Max and Brac! Dean said angrily, getting to his feet and beginning to pace. Sam, you know what kinds of things we face almost every day. Its no place for a girl I-- He hesitated.
A girl you love? Sam supplied. Then he smiled. I think that horse has already left the barn, Dean. You can say it out loud. Max wont mind.
Exactly, Dean agreed, ducking his head in embarrassment as he caught Max grinning at him. What got Mom and Jess would logically come after her too -- at any moment. Its the same old story Ive been preachin. So long as Im around Max shes in danger.
But shes also in danger here, Sam pointed out.
You anglin for a threesome, brother? Dean said tersely. What? You think she should come on the road with us? And what about Brac? We gonna pack diapers too?
Bracs been potty trained for two years, Max pointed out. Then she sighed. We cant stay here, she said. But Im not going to take a toddler on a permanent road trip either. Brac, O.C. and me ... well find someplace else to hide. The guys will help. Dix has connections.
Dean looked toward the ceiling as if seeking Divine help.
Like you once said, Sam said tiredly. Were not exactly the Bradys. Then he took pity on his older sibling. Dont worry, Dean. Well figure something out ... some way to protect our family. We always do.
But that's the problem, Sam, Dean replied quietly. We really don't.. He didn't have to say Jess (or Mom) out loud.
*****
Dean slept with Max that night ... in her bed. Sam had the couch and O.C. had taken Brac into her room so the couple would have some privacy. It was just like old times, Dean thought ... as if hed never been away ... him and Max ... partners ... lovers ... Later, after theyd both worked off the hottest part of their passion, they lay naked in each others arms, Dean holding Max from behind with one leg possessively hooked over her body. You know who it really is, dont you, Max said in the dark. She turned to look at him, cat pupils wide. You know who really started all of this?
Logan, Dean said. We already decided it has to be Logan. Hes the one with the info and the tech to get the signal out.
But I dont think he would have known what those codes meant unless someone told him, Max insisted as his hand cupped her breast and he began to plant gentle kisses on her bar code. It has to be someone who knows we were programmed as children to execute a kill command when fed the subliminal message.
You mean Lydecker, Dean said. The thought had already crossed his mind. In fact, Deck had been his first choice as villain, even before Logan. So, the Colonel and your old boyfriend are workin together on this ... to bring down X5s?
Max shrugged. Maybe, she conceded, turning over so she could look into his eyes. And if those two are combining forces we could really be in trouble.
Max, I cant do anything about all of this unless you want me to kill Logan.
No, she said too quickly, in a way that made Deans heart skip a beat. No. Logan and I ... were not together any more but I could never--
Stop, Dean said quietly, brushing her lips with his. I know. Well get out of this some other way. For a few minutes his mouth was very busy, as were Maxs hands. It was so easy ... sliding in ... coming together ... being one ... Several minutes passed while they copulated ... climaxed ... came down.
Ill take Brac to Canada, Max whispered in his ear as she ran hands through his hair and pressed her sweaty breasts against his chest a few minutes later. You and Sam could come with us.
Sam and I have to find Dad, Dean reminded her. I think it must have been him in the bar, the one who snapped me out of it. But dont worry. Were not easy to catch.
What if they run the messages again? Max said worriedly. I can stay away from televisions, but you might see the signal anywhere.
Im not gonna give up TV, Dean snorted. He rested his chin on top of her head, in her hair, and scowled. But maybe it wont matter anyway.
What do you mean?
Ill show you in the morning, he said enigmatically as he once again began to kiss his way down her face ... her throat ... her breasts. He found a nipple ... suckled ... and her hand clasped him, guiding him home.
Tell me, she gasped as his thrust filled her.
And they called me high verbal, Dean groused as he began to pleasure her in earnest once again.
But--
Shut up.
And for once in her life, Max did.
*****
Dean, Sam said nervously. This could be a very bad idea. I mean really, really bad.
Its the only way Ill know if Im free, his brother said simply, taking up a stance in front of Maxs computer screen. You ready, Dix? he spoke into the mic.
Ready to role, Dix replied from the other end of the connection.
You got those safe words? Max said nervously. Cause I really dont wanna hafta bust the ass of my babys daddy.
Sam took a deep breath. Ready. O.C. and Brac out in the car?
Check, Max said.
Then lets rock, Dean said, clenching his jaw slightly as the computer screen flickered and the tape began running a deodorant commercial that lead into the Knicks game two nights ago. The shot on goal came ... the one hed been watching in the bar.
Is the subliminal code running? Max asked into the mic.
Full throttle, Dixs voice replied. Is Alec being affected?
No, Sam answered as his eyes remained intently fixed on his brother. You all right, Dean?
Im fine, Dean said, licking his lips.
Maybe it wont work if he knows? Sam offered.
Max shrugged as she, too, stared at the screen. Anything? she asked quietly.
Doesnt do it for me, Dean replied, finally cracking a small smile as his eyebrows rose and he glanced over at her.
So, that means hes over it? Sam asked. Or does it just mean that if hes expecting it, it doesnt work?
It means hes over it, Dixs voice chortled from the mic. Guys, the message wasnt running in the game this time. It was in that commercial before it. If that didnt trigger Alec, then Id say it was a one-time deal that lost its power over him when he realized the program was present in his head.
Dean said something nasty under his breath, but at the same time gave a deep sigh of relief. Dix, youre playin a dangerous game, my man, he scolded.
Sam, with a hint of tears in his eyes, took a pistol out of his jacket pocket and put the safety back on. Dean stared at the gun, his own eyes widening. You were gonna shoot me?
Only as a last resort, his brother said. Only if the safe words didnt work.
Well, gee, Dean said dryly. Thanks ... I guess.
Others are going to get caught by this, Max said sadly as the two guys headed for the car a few minutes later. Weve already lost so many. Its a shame. We need to warn the X5s, but I dont know how.
You have no way of contacting your people? Sam asked.
Some, Max conceded. But we decided it would be too dangerous to have a tight network of communications. Everything kind of trickles down. How can I tell my family they shouldnt watch TV or listen to the radio or go to the movies?
If you cant figure out how, then more of us are gonna die, Dean said tiredly. And more ordinaries, too. Dix said the only reason my little ... episode ... didnt make national headlines was cause no one was killed in that bar. It easily could have made the nightly news.
You think anyone noticed? Sam asked anxiously.
Dean shrugged. Does it matter? We were long gone within minutes. What does matter is that Max and Brac and O.C. find a safe place out of the country while you and I get back on the road to keep lookin for Dad, not to mention keepin up the family business.
Family business? Max asked with a quizzical smile.
Ghost busting, Sam clarified for her. Deans decided its his calling.
You mean our calling, little brother, his older sibling chided.
Our calling, Sam agreed as he climbed into the passenger side of the Impala and Dean started car.
Youll let me know when you get settled? Dean said, raising his voice to be heard above the throaty idle of the big engine.
Soon as, Max said.
Dean gave the door of the car a pat, then waved as he pulled out onto the dirt driveway. Love you! he heard her call after him. And he smiled.
THE END