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You feelin all right? Alec asked Max as she pulled on her black jeans. He propped himself up on one elbow in their bed and regarded her more closely, as usual enjoying the sight of his lady half-dressed, but more than her naked breasts on his mind. I know you had a dream last night.
Im fine, Max said, her voice clipped in a way that warned the X5 to tread warily.
Wanna tell me what it was about? he asked carefully as he rubbed a hand across the two-days growth of bristles on his chin, noting he should probably shave this morning.
No.
Fine, Alec said lightly, swinging his legs out of the bed and reaching for his boxer shorts, telling by her tone that they were done for now with anything resembling foreplay. The bedroom of the old farm house wasnt heated and his breath steamed in the frigid morning air. Jeans slung over the back of a chair were pulled on followed by warm socks and motorcycle boots. By then Max had her t-shirt, vest, and an overshirt on and was reaching for her own shoes.
Was it bad? Alec had to ask, not looking at her.
I said I dont want to talk about it.
Max, you were cryin. He glanced back at her over his shoulder as he propped a foot on the bed frame and tied his boot lace.
Angry brown eyes glared accusingly at him through a tangle of long, unbrushed dark hair. Shut. Up. Viciously, she yanked down on her canvas vest and deliberately turned her back on him.
Fine, Alec said, tightlipped now himself as he pulled on his own black t-shirt followed by a layer of flannel. He headed for the bedroom door. I get it. No snuggle for me this morning. Ill go put on the coffee. But he stopped with his hand on the knob and just looked at her. Usually their days started better than this, if not with sex than at least with a few passionate kisses. Max, however, was still not looking at him.
Shaking his head, Alec turned his back as well and went into the narrow hallway that led to a set of stairs. The bathroom was to the right, but hed taken a leak just before dawn and didnt have to go again. As his hand slid down the smooth bannister, he could hear sounds from the kitchen. Apparently Joshua was already up. There was also the smell of fresh brewing coffee and something cooking ... bacon and eggs maybe? The big guy wasnt a half bad cook, and this morning Alec was glad of a little help. Max in a bad mood wasnt something either he nor Josh particularly liked facing. Good hot food wouldnt improve her temper, but it would certainly help him hold onto his.
Hey, Josh, Alec said from the entrance to the old fashioned kitchen. The dog man was standing in front of the gas stove, flipping pancakes in a cast iron frying pan.
Blueberry, Joshua said, grinning toothily. Maple syrup.
Sounds like Heaven, Alec said as he reached for the coffee pot and poured himself a cup. You need any help?
Joshuas got it, the big transhuman said, flipping several more pancakes onto a plate then setting it down on the old wooden table in front of Alec. Alec eat. His eyes went to the doorway. Max coming soon?
Hopefully, Alec said as he pulled out one of the mismatched chairs, sat down, and immediately reached for the butter. But shes in a really bad mood this morning. She had one of those dreams last night. You know, the kind she wont talk about?
Joshua shook his long-maned head. Father gave Max a gift, Alec. Sometimes she sees things we cant.
Well, this gift is drivin her nuts, Alec said, making a wry face.
The X5 knew that some of the transgenics -- Sandemans children -- had been created with extrasensory abilities, often latent, just like a lot of the Breeding Cult progeny possessed. He, himself, had an uncanny knack for reading people -- empathy psy-ops had called it -- as well as subtly influencing those around him ... making them like him ... accept him ... valuable traits for a black-ops assassin who often needed to ingratiate himself quickly and completely into a situation in order to make his kill -- or so Manticore had theorized.
In reality, X5-494 was far more likely to use his powers of persuasion and people reading to woo a girl into his bed, pick out marks at a pool table, win a hand of poker, or -- most valuable of all -- tell if someone was lying or not.
Maxs gift, however, was a bit more sinister, and far less under her control. She had flashes of prescience that bordered on literally seeing into the future ... a future she couldnt control. It had started six years ago, during the Jam Pony siege when she, himself, Joshua, Mole, and several other transgenics had been cornered by the police and Ames Whites super-cultists. Theyd escaped from that tricky situation, partly due to Max seeing the final assault coming before it actually began thus giving them time to take cover and set an ambush.
Afterwards, Maxs visions had come only infrequently, sometimes during the day, but also in the form of dreams at night that she tried to palm off as meaningless. However, those dreams and visions did have a spooky way of coming true, be they innocent predictions like what Sarah would be serving for dinner that night at the diner, or something a bit more serious like him having engine trouble with his bike and being stranded three hours on a back road in a snowstorm last month.
Shed apologized to him for that one ... not warning him ...
But lately, Max had stopped talking about her dreams, even though Alec knew she was still having them, perhaps more frequently than ever before.
He wondered what she was seeing.
He also wondered if he really wanted to know.
Max, Joshua said, looking over at the doorway to see her standing there looking a bit disheveled since she still hadnt brushed her hair.
You all right? Alec asked through a mouthful of food. He swallowed and pointed his fork at her. You look like hell.
Her smile wasnt friendly. Im fine, she repeated what shed told him earlier. Cant a girl be in a bad mood once in awhile. Then she looked at Joshua and Alec would swear he saw ... something ... in her eyes. How you been, Big Fella? she asked. Sleep well?
Joshua dropped the batter spoon hed been using to dish out the pancake mix, the utensil clattering to the floor. Joshua slept fine, he muttered as he went to his knees to pick it up then began mopping the batter off the floor with a wet rag.
Alec scowled, sensing that there was something going on. It was one of the things he found most annoying about his own gift -- that he could often tell when things werent right but didnt have a clue as to the specifics. Whats wrong, Josh? he asked, his voice taking on an edge that made the request border on a command.
Nothing, the dog man mumbled, not looking up.
Alec looked at Max, eyebrows raised. And then he saw the look on her face and his stomach lurched. Suddenly, he wasnt hungry any more. However, he forced himself to take a sip of his now tepid coffee. Josh, he said carefully, his eyes flicking once more to Maxs before looking back to the dog man. Is something wrong?
No, Joshua whimpered, now literally crouching on the floor, curling in on himself as if bracing for an assault. Nothings wrong.
Joshuas emotions were palpable to Alec, now that he was focusing on his friend -- but then fear was always strong ... easy to detect. Josh! Alec said sharply. Tell us.
Didnt mean to, Joshua whimpered, making puppy noises.
Max was across the room in an instant, kneeling down at Joshuas side, her hands on his arm as she tried to make him look at her. Didnt mean to what? she asked, her own voice rough. Joshua, I know. I know what you did. But you need to tell us what happened.
Alec scowled, edging forward on his seat, almost in the game, but not quite. Max?
He killed someone, Max said simply.
Alecs jaw dropped open.
Last night ... in the woods by the pond, she continued, her voice flat. But I dont know who ... or why.
Alec was already on his feet, reaching for his leather jacket that hung on a peg by the kitchen door.
Show us where, Max said, giving Joshua a rough shake. And you have to tell us what happened. We have to know, Joshua. People might come looking for him ... for us.
Joshua didnt mean to, the dog man wailed, burying his face in his hands. He was a bad man. He wanted to hurt Max and Alec ... wanted to hurt me.
Shaking his head in frustration, Alec was already out the door, headed for the small pond that bordered one side of the farm lot. It used to have a wooden fence around it, but most of the rails had fallen to the ground and the nearby woods had encroached to the point where part of the shore was almost inaccessible. There was a light powder of snow on the ground, new fallen since last night. He didnt see any tracks, nor could he smell anything in the just-below-freezing air. There was a light skim of ice on the surface of the water, and the milky early morning sky made the pond shine silver like mercury. It hurt his eyes ...
The X5 spotted Joshuas easel where hed been working on a painting the day before, set up along the narrow, well-worn animal trail that led down to the waters edge on the opposite side of the pond from the farm house. Making his way around the perimeter of the water, he watched carefully for signs of a struggle ... a body ... Hed almost reached Joshuas easel when he noticed the freshly broken branches of some shrubbery. There were also tracks in the mud, but they were covered with fresh snow. Looking closely, he made out where something large had been through more of the low growing shrubs, a broken branch here, a crushed twig there. 494 wasnt an expert tracker, but he did have a hunters instincts, and it looked to him as if something had happened here.
Did you find anything? Max called out as she made her way around the pond the way hed just come.
Maybe, Alec said, his breath ghosting as he squinted his eyes in the glare of the reflected light off the ice and snow. He took a few more steps toward the easel, rubbing his hands together for warmth, and stubbed the toe of his boot against something. Yeah, he called back to Max without turning his head as he stared down at the body of a very dead man. Yeah. I found something.
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This is what you dreamed? Alec said much later that night when he and Max were wrapped around each other in bed, their naked bodies warming one another.
Yeah.
We cant let this happen again, Max.
I know. Well have to keep a closer eye on him ... not leave him alone so much.
I really thought Josh was more savvy than this, Alec said as he gently kissed the top of her head and shifted his arm so she could snuggle closer to his chest. I thought we could trust him.
He doesnt mean to kill people. Hes not like Isaac.
And Im not like Ben, Alec said, carrying the analogy a step further. But weve all got that instinct in us, Max. Even you. Under the right circumstances any one of us is capable of some pretty horrible stuff. He noticed the look in her eyes. And thats what you dream about the most, isnt it? Not us gettin killed, but rather us doin the killing?
She sniffed loudly and turned her face away from him, and Alec knew he was right. He could feel it.
However, he also knew he couldnt do a damn thing about what their tangled DNA provoked them into, not even with Maxs visions to forewarn. Weve just got to take things one day at a time, Max, he said. Cover our asses, protect our own, and not look back too much.
And let Joshua kill more innocent people? she asked cynically.
We wont let that happen again.
Max just shook her head and began to cry.