SUPERNATURAL's Sam Winchester meets DARK ANGEL's Alec in the "Five Years" universe. Truly a "crossover" story, as named. -- author's note
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*****
Max, hed better wake up in time to get out of our bed cause Im not gonna sleep on the couch tonight.
Be quiet. Hes weak ... maybe sick.
Hes also an Ordinary. As in not one of us.
Which means we protect him. Or have you forgotten what one of those bracelets you wear means, Alec? The Breeding Cult tried to kill him ... did kill his brother from the sounds of things. He needs our help.
Youre not dead, Sam mumbled as he opened his eyes and focused on Dean. Youre standing right here.
And Im not Dean, kid. His brother glanced over at Max, with what Sam would swear was affection and maybe more. My names Alec, he said, still looking at the girl, or if its easier you can call me 494.
And Im Max, she said. Or 452. Our friend that you came across in the woods is Joshua. Whats your name?
Sam, Sam said. Doesnt he -- the dog guy -- have a number? he asked groggily, not understanding any of this but going with the flow.
No, Max said, answering Sams question. Joshua was first. Special. No designation. Only the later soldiers were branded with bar codes.
Bar codes? Sam said, remembering how shed talked about that before when looking at the back of his neck. His eyes went to his brother. Dean, man, whats going on? Why are you calling yourself Alec?
Im not this Dean youre looking for, Alec said, hazel-green eyes exactly like his brothers boring into his unflinchingly, conveying truth. You said the Familiars killed him, remember?
Familiars?
Thats what the members of that Breeding Cult you came across call themselves, Max said. But dont worry. Youre safe here. Theyre afraid of us and only attack if they think they can catch us off guard.
No, Sam said adamantly, sitting up in the bed but not pushing off the blankets because he was still cold. No. This is wrong. I cast a spell. One that would take me back in time so I could keep you from dying.
Im not dead, the guy who was Dean but who insisted on calling himself Alec said. And I havent been to L.A. in awhile. Nothin there but outlaw gangs, hookers, drugs, and trouble. The Pulse hit that city hard. And, by the way, you dont mind sleepin on the couch, do you?
Alec! Max said sharply.
What? Im just sayin ...
Look, Sam said. You say youre not my brother. Youre not Dean Winchester?
Never heard of him, Alec said blithely, raising his chin a fraction.
How old are you?
Twenty-seven.
Sos Dean.
You said you cast a spell? Max said. What kind of spell? Are you a witch or a sorcerer or something.
Alec snorted. Joshua, the dog demon who was peering through the doorway, looked impressed however.
One that would take me back in time so I could save my brothers life, Sam said, shaking his head sadly. He looked up at her. Whats the date? You said it was February?
February 17, Max said.
And Im in Canada?
The frozen north, Alec quipped, his voice and the sarcasm so much like Dean it made Sam want to cry.
However, Sam was beginning to accept this person truly wasnt Dean. And then he realized the question he really ought to be asking. What year? he asked, swallowing hard.
2027, Max said, as if it were the most normal answer in the world.
Oh, shit, Sam whispered. Shit, shit, shit.
*****
Sam was feeling better, and they let him join them for dinner, plain fare -- spaghetti and meat sauce topped off by a surprisingly good apple pie that Max said shed brought home from her job as a waitress in a local diner (logical since Sam hadnt pegged any of the odd trio as a Suzy Homemaker type with the exception of the dog guy who seemed to enjoy doing the dishes).
However, he couldnt stop staring at Alec. I dont understand, Sam said as he sat slumped on the living room couch in front of the fire Joshua had started in the fireplace to help warm the cold room. An electromagnetic pulse bomb was detonated over the east coast in 2009 and now all of the U.S. is essentially a third world country?
That about sums it up, Alec said. Sprawled in a threadbare, seat sprung armchair across from Sam, the guy who was apparently his brothers twin was regarding him quizzically.
You still think Im nuts, dont you? Sam said quietly.
Wouldnt you if you were me?
There has to be a reason for you looking exactly like my brother, and for me being here, Sam said. Even if you think Im crazy about the spell stuff and this cult--
Oh, I believe you about the cult, Alec said. But time travel? He shook his handsome head, golden-green eyes as skeptical as his crooked smile. Sammy-boy, thats stretchin it, even after all the weird shit Ive seen in my lifetime.
Sam looked over at Joshua who was seated on the floor by the hearth drawing in a sketch book. What is he? he asked quietly. I thought he was a demon, but hes not.
Josh? Alec said, turning his head to regard his friend. Like Max told you, he was first.
First what?
The first Manticore creation.
Manticore? This military organization you thought I was part of?
Alec licked his lips and shook his head. Dont you read the news, man? Me and mine have been headlines moren once the past few years. Seattle? Terminal City? Supersoldiers? Freaks?
Sam shook his head.
Oh, yeah, Alec said, his eyes mocking. But then you dont know any of this cause youre from-- What year?
Two thousand six, Sam said. You could be Deans biological twin, but the time frame is wrong. Maybe Im in a parallel universe as well as the future or-- A thought struck him ... one that Sam didnt like.
Or what? Max said, speaking for the first time as she sat curled up on the other end of the couch, coffee cup in hand.
Reincarnation? Sam said softly. If you were born in 1999 thats the same year Dean was 21-years-old. Maybe one of our hunts went wrong and he was killed and youre the reincarnation.
Nice try, Alec said dryly. Ive always admired a man who could twist the facts to suit his needs. But theres a hitch in that theory of yours too. I was born in 1999, but I kind of imagine the egg and sperm that made me hooked up a long time before that.
Sam shook his head, not understanding.
Max explained. Transgenics like me and Alec are human-animal hybrids, the result of decades of genetic experimentation. Sandeman -- the so-called father of this cult that seems to be the same one you tangled with -- started things way back in the 1950s. She looked at Alec. Us X5s werent born until the late 1990s and early 2000, but the eggs that made us were probably harvested long before. I once heard Lydecker say that Manticore often used leftover genetic material from fertility clinics to create the base bodies of its soldiers. You know ... in-vitro stuff. Then they messed with the DNA, adding a feline component and some other things in the case of the X5s. She looked over at Joshua. They used canine DNA earlier.
Mom and Dad went to a fertility clinic before Dean was born, Sam said slowly. They had problems.
Was your father military? Max asked.
Marines. It was the base clinic that sent him to a specialist, I think, Sam said.
If your brother was conceived through in-vitro fertilization and egg harvesting, Max said, then its not impossible that some of those eggs were twinned and frozen, then later used by Manticore. We know that the program scientists had the ability to clone just about any embryo they wanted, even back in the 70s.
You could be Deans twin brother then, Sam said, a possibility he found more palatable than reincarnation. Which would make you my brother too.
Alec shrugged. I stopped worryin about who my genetic mom and pop might be a long time ago, he said lightly. Hey, so far as Im concerned, my parents were test tubes. He looked down at himself. Nice finished product though, if I do say so myself, the sum ending up being more than the parts so to speak.
The animal DNA, Sam said understanding, his eyes going to Joshua and his obvious dog-like features.
Were not even human, Sam, Max said gently. Not really. Alec and me ... were part feline, plus weve had other ... enhancements.
Its just too coincidental that I ended up here, with you, Sam insisted after thinking about that a moment. I must have done something wrong with the spell ... sent myself into the future instead of the past ... and it sought out the closest Dean it could lock onto. He cocked his head to one side, then sat up straighter and put his coffee cup down on the end table. I need to go back ... get it right this time. I can still save Dean. This is just a detour.
*****
Hey, Alec said to Sam as their guest settled in for the night on the couch. The X5 had just tossed another log on the fire and the flames were burning brightly enough for him to see the younger mans eyes. Whats your last name again?
Winchester, Sam said.
Like the rifle?
Yeah. Sam thought a moment. Guess that would be your last name too -- if my theorys right.
Alec Winchester, Alec said out loud, pronouncing each syllable carefully as if trying something on for size. Then he smiled. I can live with that.
Sam smiled too, even though his eyes were troubled. Youre an awful lot like Dean, he said. Your voice ... the way you move ... your sarcasm ...
Hes a handsome devil I gather? Alec quipped.
Yeah, Sam said. He is. And he lets everyone know it too.
A man after my own talents then, the X5 replied as he headed for the bedroom where Max was waiting.
Hey, Alec, Sam said.
What? Alec paused, leaning on the door frame.
You and Max ... the two of you are together?
Most of the time.
The way you look at her--
Whatdaya mean?
Sam smiled. I can tell you love her, man.
Did your brother, Dean, have a lady?
Not really, Sam said. With what we did, that wasnt really possible.
What you did?
Things like hunting down those cultists, and other ... supernatural things.
Like ghostbusters?
Kinda, Sam admitted.
Alec made a wry face, then he shrugged. To each his own, kid. So long as theres a profit in it. And, like I told you, its not like I havent seen some plenty strange shit in my own lifetime. Gnight.
*****
Sam tried the spell the very next day, standing alone in the woods in the clearing where hed appeared before.
Nothing happened.
He tried it again ... and again ... and again ... reciting the words from his fathers journal that had made the journey with him safely tucked inside his jacket.
No flash of light, no dizziness, no threatening cultists ... no Dean.
And then he cried ... for a very long time Sam cried.
Alec and Joshua were waiting for him back at the cabin at dusk -- Alec about ready to leave for his shift at the bar. Max was staying home that night.
They let him stay on the couch -- again. It was almost becoming routine.
*****
I should leave, Sam said on the fifth day.
And go where? Max asked as she held up one of Alecs dirty t-shirts, sniffed it, made a face and tossed it into a laundry basket.
Sam shrugged. I know how to take care of myself. I always have. He regarded her more carefully. You wouldnt know where I could plug into the internet would you?
Maxs eyebrows rose.
I want to do some research ... find out more about this cult ... maybe even find a record about what happened to Dean and our father.
I can get you all the information you want about the Breeding Cult, Max said matter-of-factly. As for a modem connection ... we dont have that out here, but you could try in town ... maybe the library. She smiled. We may be a third world country but we arent totally in the Dark Ages.
Sam wanted to know something. Alec, he said. If this craziness Im going through is true, and Im not really hallucinating or insane, then hes my brother too. Would Manticore have records to prove that John and Mary Winchester were his biological parents?
If youre delusional then you know they would, Max pointed out. Because its what you want and its your mind making the rules.
And if its real? Sam countered. He spread his hands out, encompassing the cozy kitchen and Joshua seated at the table munching on potato chips and working on another drawing.
Then we could ask the Colonel next time he contacts us, Max said.
The Colonel?
Colonel John Lydecker, Max explained. Hes pretty much in charge of Manticore now, as well as ... back then ... when X5s were first made.
Couldnt you call him yourself?
Max pursed her lips, her long dark hair glistening in the light of the setting sun shining through the window. Alec and me ... we try to stay out of Decks way. We dont want him calling in any of the favors we owe.
Why?
Because theyre the kind of favors that might very well get Alec killed, she said simply. Alecs a lot of things, she went on. But first and foremost hes X5-494 ... a warrior ... a soldier ... and technically hes still under Manticore command, as am I. They could call us to active duty if they want, and that would be very, very dangerous.
Who do they want you to fight? Sam wondered.
Who do you think?
The Breeding Cult?
Max nodded.
Then it looks like we have something else in common besides my two brothers, Sam said quietly. We have the same enemy.
*****
It came in the mail today, Max said as she snuggled against Alec in the bed they shared.
What came? he said. Besides me, he added with a smirk.
She elbowed him in the ribs. Sam Carrs report on our Sam.
Oh.
Yeah.
What did it say? Alec asked, his eyes not quite meeting hers -- a habit he had when the X5 wasnt sure hed like the answer he was asking for.
I havent opened it yet, Max said, handing him the manila envelope. Figured you deserved the honors.
Alec tore it open and his eyes skimmed the letter, then he looked over the data sheet.
Was the saliva sample I sent enough? Max asked. Could he run the DNA?
Yeah, Alec said quietly. He looked up at her, a line furrowing between his brows. The kids not Cult, and hes not crazy.
What do you mean?
Sams DNA is a real close genetic match with mine, Alec said slowly as he continued studying the medical workup. He looked up at Max, their eyes meeting this time. Weve got the same biological mother and father, no doubt about it.
Which means his brother Dean really probably was your twin, Max breathed. Just like Ben.
Only Ben and I were twinned after we got our X5 genetic material, Alec said. Dean and I were twinned when I was still human.
It sounded funny, Alec putting it that way, Max thought. As if hed ever been anything but X5. However, he had ... been human once ... and so had she ... long ago before the Manticore scientists had gotten hold of them as embryos.
I guess this means Sams gonna stay, Max said simply.
Do you mind?
Not at all. I like him. Hes nothing like you.
Gee, thanks, Max.
Hes my brother too, she added. In a way.
One of these days we ought to tell him about Ben, Alec said.
I know.
But not yet, he added. Let the kid get settled ... accept the fact hes stuck here out of his time and that the brother he really loves is dead as a doornail.
Sam also needs to accept something else, Max said quietly.
What?
That he might have lost Dean, but hes still got you.
*****
There was a storage room off the back hallway of the old farm house that Joshua cleaned out and fixed up for Sam. Alec helped with the carpentry, and Max scavenged for furniture.
Sam, for his part, mostly did research ... at the local library and online when he could get internet access. He had trouble believing just how much information had been lost in The Pulse ... how everything was scrambled and so many records missing. Looking for something that related to a Dean Winchester from the year 2006 was probably futile -- he knew that. But still, he had to try.
Do you really believe him? Max asked Alec one afternoon after hed helped her move a standard-sized double bed into the newly repaired room. Tonight their house guest wouldnt have to sleep on the couch.
Alec glanced out the window to where Sam was seated on a wooden box beside the barns big double door, his head in a book. The nights were cold, but the day had been unseasonably warm and the sunshine welcome. The kid wasnt even wearing a coat.
He believes it, Alec said astutely, straightening and stretching his back.
Time travel? Max said. Spells? Another twin for you? She shook her head and looked up at him. Genetics aside, hes still probably nuts.
Nuts or not, that DNA test isnt lying, Alec said as he wiped a hand across his beard-stubbled jaw. Hes family.
Which means we take care of him, Max said quietly. I just wish he could be more content.
He needs a job, Alec said. Something to do besides worry over those old books. His eyes brightened. Moe needs a bus boy. Tim walked out in a snit last night.
Maxs shoulders rose and fell in a heavy sigh. I guess it wouldnt hurt to ask Sam if he wants to be gainfully employed, and its not like we couldnt use the extra money. Even after that score we pulled off last week in Seattle were still going to be shy next months rent.
Sam looked up as Alec approached. It always bothered the X5 the way the kids eyes brightened, then dimmed, when he first saw him -- as if he was glad to see his brother, then suddenly realizing it wasnt the brother he really wanted to be there.
Im sorry Im not him, Alec sometimes wanted to say. Im sorry Im not Dean. But apologizing for things he had no control over wasnt exactly in 494s character. Your rooms ready, he said instead. And the bed Max scavenged has got to be more comfortable than that couch.
I really should be going, Sam said quietly, glancing up from the pages of the old book hed been reading.
Go where? Alec said , the leather of his brown jacket creaking as he jammed hands into his pockets and hunched a bit, the sun still warm but the breeze suddenly growing chilly as it whipped around them.
Sam shrugged. Somewhere where I can find my way back to my own time. I need to save Dean. What happened was a mistake. It was stupid. We walked right into a trap. If Id known--
Maybe Dean was supposed to die, Alec said abruptly. Maybe you shouldnt be tryin to play God.
God has nothing to do with this, Sam said with a bitter chuckle. If anyones playing with things they shouldnt its that cult.
Agreed, Alec said. And people like me and Max shouldnt even exist. Transgenics are about as unnatural as things can get, but you dont see me whinin about it do you? He shrugged. I figure Ive got a life to live and Im gonna live it. Period. And if part of that livin includes takin down the Breeding Cult, then so be it. He regarded Sam a moment longer. You want a job? Theres an opening at the tavern.
Thanks, Sam said. But like I told you, I think Im gonna move on. My answers arent here. And its not like I have all the time in the world.
Alecs brows drew down in a puzzled scowl. Whatdaya mean you dont have time? Thats one thing you do have. If youre talkin about goin back to 2006 it doesnt matter when you do it. Dean will still be there, right when you left him.
Yeah, Sam returned, stretching his long legs out tiredly as he snapped the book closed. Dean has an eternity to be dead. But I dont have an eternity to be alive. Every day Im here Im getting older. I could die of old age here before finding a way to make that spell work again, and that scares the hell out of me.
Alec had been thinking about the spell Sam kept talking about. You must be doing something different, he said. For it to not work.
Sam shook his head. Then he stood up and sniffed, obviously depressed. Ive performed the ritual over and over again, saying the same words just like I did before but nothing happens. That one time only I did it and traveled to another place and time ... here. But it wont work for me again and I dont know why.
Place, Alec said, raising his chin slightly. You were in a different place the first time you used the spell, right?
I was in Los Angeles, Sam said. In the basement of that school, one of the cults holy shrines or whatever they call them.
Did it ever occur to you that maybe you need to be in that place again? Alec said. I mean for the thing to work. Maybe it really is all about location.
Sam just stared at him.
*****
Of course it wasnt that easy.
Alec went with him, secretly still half convinced the boy was crazy, but intrigued enough to give it a shot, the two of them taking the bikes. The trip took two days.
And when they arrived, and when his newly found little brother saw that he truly was defeated, Alec at least was there to put a hand on the kids shoulder to offer some comfort.
The ancient stone school building where Dean Winchester had died in 2006, and where Sam Winchester had teleported himself through time and space to the year 2027, was nothing but a pile of collapsed burned rubble, the cavern beneath it with its Breeding Cult shrine completely obliterated and now filled with stagnant, filthy water.
Im sorry, Alec said as he stood beside a distraught Sam on the edge of the filthy, debris-strewn pond that used to be a Breeding Cult gathering place.
Do you think anyone buried him? Sam asked, his voice oddly flat as he regarded the site of his brothers violent, painful death.
Alec just looked at him, not having an answer.
Do you think hes here? Sam continued, looking around the clearing that seemed oddly dark in spite of it being a relatively sunny day. A chill wind blew through the treetops, rustling leaves, and Alec suddenly noticed there werent any birds singing.
You mean under that? the X5 said, pointing his chin at the pool.
Sam nodded. His body might be down there, he said. Buried on unholy ground. Dean deserved better than that. I should never have left him.
You left him to try and save him, Alec said, surprised at how easy it was to converse with this kid about something that might just be in his imagination. However, he truly had seen some pretty strange stuff in his life and he couldnt just dismiss this. His empathic sense wouldnt let him.
When do you suppose the building was destroyed? Sam asked, looking at Alec. Would there be any records left intact?
Lots of records were lost after The Pulse, Alec said -- something hed already told Sam a dozen times whenever the kid couldnt find the lead he was looking for. Wed find out more probably by askin the locals. Theres bound to be stories ... legends ... about a place as ancient as this.
They were practicing human sacrifice, Sam said rather matter-of-factly.
Alec smirked. Later on they upped the ante and started usin transgenics to appease their gods, he said. Lost a few friends that way, in fact.
This place is cursed, Sam said, his head up and nose in the air as if he could almost smell the evil.
Alec suppressed a shiver. He could believe it, if no other way than how the hair on the back of his neck was prickling.
I need to know if Deans down there, Sam said, again looking at the dark oily water. Even if I have to dig him out with my bare hands.
What makes you think this building bein destroyed has anything to do with when you and your brother were here? Alec asked, gesturing at the quagmire with his hand. This could have happened years later.
Call it a feeling, Sam said. He had the old journal he always carried in his hands. Im going to try the spell. Maybe Im close enough to make it work.
Alec didnt expect anything -- really he didnt. But he still stood back a few steps watching warily as Sam recited what sounded like gibberish to him.
Of course nothing happened.
*****
They were still standing by the ruins when the sun began to set. Sam didnt want to leave, and Alec couldnt really blame him, but it was making the X5 nervous just hanging around a Cult stronghold like like this. Just because the Familiars building had been destroyed didnt mean the enemy wasnt still in the vicinity. The soldier in him was worried, the transgenic in him even moreso.
Hey, Alec said finally, getting up from where hed been seated on the grass and approaching the mourning young man. He touched Sams elbow. We cant stay here. But I think I know where we can put down for the night. L.A. is Maxs old haunts and she gave me a tour of the city a few years back.
Sams shoulders rose and fell as he sighed, his eyes still on the water. Alec could tell hed been crying, and he felt bad for the kid -- he really did -- but he also knew that dead was dead. You said it, then you kept on going. He was about to tell Sam as much when a slight movement in the long shadows of the trees across the clearing caught his attention.
The pupils of Alecs eyes widened as his vision zoomed in and he saw two men watching them. They looked like Ordinaries -- fairly young, standard build, jeans and t-shirts ... probably college kids here for a lark. But--
We need to go now, Alec said quietly but his tone making it an order.
Sam looked at him, then followed Alecs gaze to the edge of the trees. Who are they? he asked.
Maybe no one, the X5 said tersely. Or maybe trouble. He looked at Sam, his lips quirking. You wanna wait around and find out?
Not really, Sam said, following Alec as he headed at a fast pace toward where their bikes were parked on the trail down below.
This old school grounds were isolated, in that they was located on several hundred acres of open space yet still in close proximity to downtown L.A. They could see the buildings on the skyline just a couple of miles away and hear traffic in the distance. Still, it was getting dark fast and there was a feel of loneliness around them that Alec didnt like. He was a city boy himself, and vastly preferred the hustle and bustle of urban activity to the chirp of crickets and frogs and the sound of wind in the trees. Besides, there were too many places for people to hide around here ... too nice a set-up for an ambush.
Alec glanced back once over his shoulder when they were still a hundred yards from the bikes and didnt see the two men. But then Sam grabbed his arm. Who are they? the younger man said, pointing ahead to the bikes where two more guys were lounging, one of them actually leaning on Alecs Ninja in a way that made the X5 bristle. The tallest had a mustache and was dressed in a flannel shirt, jeans, and motorcycle boots. To Alec he looked like a redneck hick. The other one was built heavier ... younger ... and had flaming red hair and a face as freckled as any Alec had ever seen.
Hopefully tourists, Alec said lightly. But if not ... just stay out of the way.
Do you have a gun? Sam asked.
Yeah, Alec said. In the saddlebag of the bike.
Lotta good that will do us.
Alecs answer was to straighten his shoulders and walk with head high toward their motorcycles. Hed learned long ago that sometimes approaching the enemy like you owned their asses worked just as effective as sneaking. Stay out of my way, he repeated to Sam.
Animal, sneered the taller of the two men as Alec came within hearing distance, dispelling all doubt as to who and what they were. What are you doing here, 494?
I see my reputation precedes me, Alec said with a smile, wondering where the other two that hed seen in the trees had gone. Four against one werent odds he relished -- not when he was up against the strength of Familiars, not to mention the whole no pain thing they had going for them.
Whos this? the freckled redhead asked. He looked to be just out of his teens but he already had the cold, calculating stare of someone who considered himself superior to the rest of the world as he nodded at Sam.
A brother, Alec said. We dont have any fight with you boys tonight, so why dont we all just go our own way and no one has to get hurt.
Oh, we dont intend to hurt you, 494, the first man said, straightening up. After what you did last month our orders are to kill you on sight. He moved forward.
Sam, Alec said levelly. Run.
No, Sam said, standing beside him. Im not running from the monsters who killed my brother.
Alec started to argue that Dean had died twenty-one years ago and these certainly werent the same guys -- but then he saw the determination in Sams eyes and the expert way he was holding himself, like a well-trained warrior, and kept quiet. It wasnt as if he couldnt use the help.
They cant feel pain, he said softly. But real damage will take em out.
I know, Sam said, a feral smile on his lips and more sparkle in his eyes than Alec had ever seen before. This one is for you, Dean, the kid said simply. And then he charged the redheaded one.
Alec wasnt far behind. His own opponent was his equal in strength, but the X5 had the edge in quickness and cunning. Sam, however, -- although a mere human -- had a different kind of advantage: the blood lust of wanting revenge.
The fight really didnt last that long (most in real life didnt), and these werent members of the Cults elite guard. Alec absorbed a vicious blow to his side that might or might not have cracked a rib before landing a whirling crescent kick square on his opponents head that knocked the Familiar unconscious to the ground. Then he turned to help Sam, only to see that the kid was doing just fine all by himself, his long arms and legs giving him an advantage over his shorter adversary as he landed blow after blow until the redheaded Cultists face was a bloody battered mess.
Take him down! Alec shouted as he caught sight of the two men hed spotted earlier running toward them from the trees. Do it!
His mouth set in a grim line and blue-green eyes glowing almost like a transgenics, Sam put everything he had into one last punch that landed square on the Familiars jaw. The sound of splintering bone made Alec wince. Then he had hold of Sams arm and was pulling him toward the bikes.
Sam, however, was cradling his bruised hand and looking back toward the other two Familiars, murder in his eyes. Get the gun! he yelled. We can kill them!
For a second, Alec was tempted. But then his soldier training persevered. No, he said. They might have back-up. We get out while we can.
Sam didnt like it, but he also saw the sense in what his other brother was saying. With one last look of regret toward the two men charging toward them across the grass, he hopped on Maxs Ninja, kick-started the engine, then followed Alec as the X5 sped away.
*****
I need to know what happened, Sam said as he morosely nursed his beer and cooled bruised knuckles against the side of the frosted glass. He looked across the table at Alec. If Deans buried there, I need to get to his body ... to see that hes laid to rest in hallowed ground. Maybe then the spell will work and Ill be able to go back and save him.
Alec blinked at that. Youre crazy, he said, finally putting into words what hed always really thought about Sam (much as he liked the kid) -- not that he was in a hurry to label yet another one of his brothers as insane. Then again, he reminded himself, insanity did seem to run in his genetic (the Winchester?) line. He sipped his own beer, wondering if Dean had been a bit off as well.
Theyd headed for downtown Los Angeles, figuring they could get lost in the crowd, and ended up in one of the myriad night spots that dotted the run down main drag that used to be Hollywood Boulevard. Now, they had a decision to make: return to Canada, or stick it out here for awhile so Sam could investigate those ruins.
You can go home, Sam said. Youve helped me enough and I know youve got your own life to live. He grinned and looked down at his beer. You know, this is weird. Im sitting here twenty-one years in my own future talking to my brothers twin brother whos really my younger brother only hes five years older than me.
Welcome to my life, Alec said dryly. And you cant stay here.
I can take care of myself, Sam said a bit defensively.
Thats not what I mean, Alec replied as he eased back in his chair, wincing at his sore ribs as he took a sip of his own Scotch. Youve got Maxs bike and shed skin me alive if I showed up without it.
Sam had forgotten that. Okay, he said slowly. Ill return the bike, then come back here. But Ive got to find out what happened to Dean. He clenched his jaw slightly and looked away for a moment, then back, his hands forming fists. Its like ... somehow thats the key to the whole puzzle. Deans not where hes supposed to be and its up to me to fix that.
Youre sure he was dead? Alec asked, sensing that Sam needed to talk about this ... that he finally could.
Sam swallowed hard, the look in his eyes one of deep sadness. We were fighting, like I told you before. We were surrounded, outnumbered, and our backs were to the wall. Wed run out of ammo ...
Alec waited.
Sam took a deep breath. One of those Cultists -- its hard to describe him because they were all wearing these red robes with big hoods over their heads -- he stepped forward and he had this spear. Sam stopped a moment and rubbed his forehead, then sniffed loudly. He ... um ... he threw it at Dean and it hit him in the chest, pinning him to the wall. I think I screamed his name, but he was just hanging there, his hand on the shaft of the spear like he was going to try to pull it out, but his eyes were open and there was blood coming out of his mouth and ... I could tell he was dead. That spear must have gone straight through his heart.
Sam stopped, and Alec had sense enough to give the kid a moment. There are still libraries, he finally said. A lot of electronic records were lost in The Pulse, but microfiche survived. Maybe there are records from the local newspaper at the time about what happened out there. Maybe there was an earthquake or something later on that took the place down.
You need to get back to Max and Joshua, Sam said. I heard her talking about wanting to go on some kind of job.
This wont take that long, Alec said with more good humor than he was really feeling. But somehow he couldnt leave Sam on his own. It just didnt feel right. He signaled the pretty passing waitress that he wanted another Scotch. Sam hadnt finished his beer. Well find a place to spend the night and tomorrow do a little research. He pulled out his cell phone. Ill let Max know. He winked. Im thinkin shell still keep a the bed warm for me, even if Im a few days late.
*****
Have you and Max always been together? Sam asked as he threw his backpack on one of the beds in the cheap motel room theyd rented for the night. The desk clerk had leered at them, thinking they were a guy-couple here for a hook-up, but Sam was used to that. After all, he and Dean had been mistaken for gay more times than he could count. As for Alec, hed simply beamed a big smile at the homophobic son-of-a-bitch and winked playfully -- just like Dean would have.
Ive known Max for a few years, Alec said as he shrugged out of his jacket and tossed it across the back of a straight back chair. He headed for the bathroom. You know, shes the one who took Manticore down back in 21. If it werent for her, I might still be doin the loyal little soldier thing for Uncle Sam.
She freed you? Sam said, speaking loudly to be heard above the running water as Alec rinsed off his face in the sink and wondering if there was any use trying to take a shower even though the water would probably be cold, one of the drawbacks of post-Pulse USA.
Alec came out drying his face off with a towel. Yeah, he said as he stripped off his black t-shirt and reached for his pack. Pretty much. He stopped a moment and regarded the younger man. I owe Maxie a lot. When you come right down to it, she gave me not just my freedom, but my purpose in life. He grinned. Not to mention my name.
Your name?
Alec, he said. As in smart Alec. The grin quirked. She thinks Im a real wise ass ... always has.
So, when did the friendship become more? Sam asked.
Not that long ago, Alec said. Max ... she was head over heels in love with this Ordinary guy for years and I figured I never had a chance with her. Then I headed out on my own and five more years went by without us even seein each other. We just hooked up again a few months ago.
And the Ordinary guy shed been in love with? Sam asked.
Alec shrugged. They broke up. She still hasnt told me the real reason why.
And Joshua? Sam asked. You guys smuggled him out of the country instead of letting the rebuilt Manticore take him back?
Josh is my best friend, Alec said. And Max loves him to death. We werent about to let him be locked up in some secret government facility again.
And the two of you? Sam asked as he sat down on the edge of the bed and began pulling off his boots. Max talks like shes still afraid someone from this Manticore is going to swoop in and take you away from her.
Alecs eyebrows drew down, and for the first time during their conversation he looked truly troubled. Sam had noticed that -- like Dean -- it took quite a bit to rattle the X5. However, hed obviously pushed the right button.
Theres a colonel back at Manticore named Donald Lydecker, Alec finally said. Not that this really means much to you, but Im kind of in his debt. He was my C.O. back in the old days, and hes saved my butt a couple of times ... Maxs too. We owe him, and hes made it pretty clear hes gonna collect one day.
Meaning? Sam said, not understanding, although he remembered Max mentioning the man.
Meaning one of these days Im gonna get a message from him that Im to report to Manticore for whats undoubtedly gonna be one hell of a Mission Impossible.
Couldnt you just refuse to do it? Sam had to ask. I mean ... you said the transgenics are now free people.
Alec cocked his head to one side and regarded him oddly. It would be an order, he said. I dont disobey orders, not when theyre given by my superior officer.
The way the X5 said that -- so matter-of-factly -- gave Sam pause. Hed sounded exactly like Dean did when he talked about following their fathers orders -- as if that was the most natural thing in the world and anyone who didnt think so was crazy. Maybe Alec was more like Dean than hed given him credit for, he silently thought as he lay back on the bed and Alec reached to turn off the light. Environment played a big part in shaping a mans destiny. But blood ... blood was always the deciding factor.
*****
Sam slept well. In fact, hed actually slept well every night since hed been in this time, the nightmares and premonitory visions of his past apparently having been left behind. When he woke up the next morning just as dawn was breaking he rolled over and saw that Alec was just sitting up in bed, yawning widely and stretching. The X5 looked so much like Dean -- bare muscular chest, bed-head hair, bleary eyes, and all -- it gave Sam pause. For just a second he wondered if maybe everything hed experienced over the past few weeks had been an illusion (or delusion) and this was the brother hed loved all of his life after all -- and then he saw the bar code on the back of Alecs neck and his heart began to ache all over again.
What? Alec asked when he saw Sam staring at him.
Nothing, Sam said, sitting up as well. Its not your fault.
Alec hopped out of bed and padded barefoot over to where his leather jacket was hanging on the back of the chair. Fishing in the pockets, he came up with a bottle of pills, opened the lid, shook out several white tablets, popped them in his mouth, then reached for the glass of water on the night stand and swallowed them in a single big gulp. He saw Sam watching him. My meds, he said easily, not making a big deal out of it.
Sams eyebrows rose. Not that its any of my business but--
Alec smiled jauntily. Ive just got what you might call a little neurological condition. Nothin serious. I manage it just fine.
Dean didnt have any problems like that, Sam said.
He wouldnt, Alec returned as he carefully tucked the bottle of pills back into the inner pocket of his jacket.
As they dressed, Sam found his eyes going to the X5. He couldnt help but make comparisons. The physical resemblance between the two men was positively uncanny -- like two peas in a pod as the saying went, right down to their liking for military-style haircuts, leather jackets, guns, and biker/jeans-and-t-shirt clothing styles. Cocky, arrogant even, and very much at home in their own skins, the twin brothers obviously had very similar psychological make-ups as well. However, there was a quickness ... a sharpness about Alec that didnt quite match Deans more laid back, laconic style. Alec fidgeted in a way Dean never had ... chewing his nails, not liking to be still unless he was on the hunt, hating to be touched, and most of all high verbal to the point it sometimes became annoying. Sam supposed a lot of that might be due to the fact the X5 had a hyper-metabolism, his nervous system souped up by DNA tampering to give him his speed and stamina. Then there was the human/feline hybrid factor. It wasnt like Alec resembled a cat in any way, but sometimes there was just something about the way he moved that wasnt quite -- human -- a grace and sense of balance that surpassed anything Sam had ever seen before. It was subtle ... but it was there ... the differences ...
A Manticore thing? Sam ventured, going back to the medication.
Alec nodded once, the gesture so brief it might not have been, and Sam knew to leave it alone.
Look, Alec said after theyd eaten breakfast at a small local mom and pop restaurant and he was cleaning up the last of the pancake syrup from his plate with a spoon. I can stay here with you for a couple of days, but then Ive got to get back home. I know what you want, Sam. But I dont know how to get it for you. That Familiar meeting place was destroyed years ago, and if Deans buried beneath it short of stealin a back-hoe and goin at it I dont see how were gonna reach his body.
First of all I need to find out exactly what happened to that building, Sam said as he toyed with what was left of his bacon and eggs with a fork. When it collapsed ... if it had anything to do with what happened to me and Dean that night ... Deans death ... His voice trailed off. He still found it hard to say that out loud ... that his brother was dead. Is there a library? he asked.
A few, Alec conceded as he drained the last of his coffee then pulled out a wad of bills and peeled several off to leave on the table in payment for their meal -- an exorbitant amount it seemed to Sam, but that was the way prices were nowadays, inflation having run wild. The waitress serving them was quite pretty and she gave the transgenic a wink as she took the money. Alec beamed up at her, his eyes playful, and Sam got the impression the X5 was just as much a ladys man as Dean. However, as he watched, he wasnt surprised to see Alec sigh and shake his head no to the girl.
You dont cheat on Max? Sam said after shed walked away.
Havent yet, Alec said as he stood and stretched.
You dont strike me as the one woman kind of man, Sam commented with a grin as he got up and adjusted his jacket.
I dont strike me as that type either, Alec agreed, his expression serious. But then sometimes I really surprise myself.
I bet you do, Sam said with a laugh, amused as well as impressed by the X5s ability to hide his true self behind a wall of humorous words. Just like Dean used to.
It wasnt hard to find a library, but Sam was dismayed by the lack of technology on hand. Most computer records had been lost in The Pulse, leaving a search of the microfiche archives their only option. Of course he had a beginning date ... the day Dean had died.
Alec left him to have at it, saying he had a few errands to run and that hed be back in a couple of hours. Sam, already engrossed in reading the history hed never had a chance to experience, simply nodded. Surprisingly, however, the date Sam knew he and Dean had battled the Familiars didnt show any news about the strongholds destruction ... no mention of fire or earthquake or casualties. He supposed it was possible the local media had ignored the event as inconsequential -- but somehow he doubted that. And so, he began combing through the records, the future hed never lived unfolding before his very eyes. It wasnt until he reached the year 2008 that he finally found reference to a localized earthquake that had caused the destruction of several landmarks including a large school located on the outskirts of L.A. that had been used as a private boarding academy. The address matched, and Sam knew he had at least part of the answer. However, it still didnt tell him what had happened to Deans body, something he felt deep in his soul he needed to find out if he was ever to make it back to his own time. Surely his brothers corpse hadnt lain in the basement of that place for two years, had it?
Couldnt find anything? Alec said from behind him.
Sam jumped. He hadnt heard the X5s approach or even sensed his presence and he chided himself for that. Just because he was in the future didnt mean he could get sloppy. Not really, he said. I found out the building was probably destroyed in an earthquake in 08, but that doesnt tell me what happened to Dean.
Check police records? Alec asked. If a body was found before that there ought to be a report.
Will they let me just waltz in and ask? Sam said. According to you, the U.S. is pretty much a military dictatorship nowadays.
Money would help, Alec said bluntly.
I dont have any.
The X5 tightened his lips a moment, then seemed to reach a decision. Im probably gonna regret this, and Max is gonna kill me, but I can front you a few hundred. It might be enough to get us past the lower level flunkies and a peek at the records.
Sam didnt ask where Alec had gotten hundreds of dollars in the past two hours. He knew damn well the X5 hadnt had that kind of cash on him this morning. Thanks, he said.
Alec smirked. Hey, youre not the only one who wants to find out what happened. He was my brother too.
*****
Alecs three hundred dollars worked like a charm, gaining them access to a police data base at one of L.A.s substations. Running a check of unclaimed bodies, however, Sam didnt find a match for Dean. They probably just buried him somewhere in an unmarked grave or burned the body, he said tiredly as he ran fingers back through his hair in frustration.
Did you run his name? Alec asked.
No one would have known who he was, Sam said. Whats the use in that?
Its called coverin all the bases, Sam. Didnt your big bro teach you that?
With a resigned shake of his head, Sam did as Alec suggested and typed the name Dean Winchester into the data base. Itll just come up that he died in St. Louis in March of 06, he said. Thats how Dean was listed in the official records, not that he really was -- dead that is ... not that time.
Alec didnt ask. He merely watched the screen as a string of possible matches came up. Then suddenly he pointed a finger at some of the data. There, he said. There was a body claimed in December, 06 that was I.D.ed as a Dean Winchester.
Claimed by whom? Sam wondered as he, too, read the report. It says a body was discovered lying beside a road on the outskirts of L.A. and that it was claimed two weeks later by-- He swallowed hard. John Winchester, he whispered. Dad found out about Dean and claimed his body which means ...
Where would Dad have buried him? Alec asked quickly, hazel-green eyes shining intently.
In Kansas, Sam said, his tone still hushed. Hed have buried Dean beside Mom in our old home town, Lawrence, Kansas. I know he would have. Hed have wanted them to be together.
*****
Alec wasnt sure he wanted to go to Kansas ... not sure at all. However, it appeared that was where Sam was headed -- with his help or without. In a way, it wasnt his problem. But in a way -- it was.
Ill find other transportation, Sam said as they stood outside of the courthouse. You can go back.
And get Maxs bike home to her how? Alec asked sourly. He then sighed deeply. Kansas is a tough state to get in and out of. There were a lot of government bases there before The Pulse and the military pretty much shut it down afterwards. Plus, there was a nuclear incident at one of the power plants just outside of Lawrence in 10 that contaminated a pretty wide area.
Ill get there, Sam repeated with a stubbornness that reminded Alec of a certain female X5.
He flashed a sarcastic smile and shook his head. Not without the right I.D. you wont, he said. And money.
Ill manage. Look, Alec, I dont want to drag you into my problems any more than I already have. We might technically be brothers, but--
But nothin, Alec said. You just said it. Were family. True, in a weird way, but youre as much my blood as-- Alec stopped, and saw Sam looking at him oddly.
As what?
Never mind. But I know where to get you some fake I.D., although its gonna cost, and I can come up with enough money for the trip and to pay off whomever we have to pay off to get into Kansas ... I think.
You think?
Shut up and dont look a gift horse in the mouth, kid.
Sam looked at the X5 for a very long moment, and Alec couldnt help wondering -- as he always did when the younger man stared at him -- if the younger man wasnt wishing he was Dean. For some reason that bothered him ... although he couldnt put it into words as to why.
Okay, Sam said. I accept your help.
Then lets go find our brother, Alec said quietly as he swung a leg over his bike.
*****
The trip to Kansas was hell, the weather not cooperating at all and the border guards being huge dick heads about their I.D. They had to try three different crossings before Alec finally got tired of talking and resorted to punching out two less-than-alert Marines who were guarding one of the lesser traveled roads that ran toward Topeka.
As they approached Lawrence, traveling mostly at night to avoid any more confrontations, the landscape became more and more desolate -- the result of a nuclear power plant meltdown that had spewed radiation for over a hundred mile radius around the town. Plants were stunted, the ground burned brown by more than drought, and there were no signs of the flourishing farms that Sam remembered from his own time.
Lawrence, when they finally arrived, was quite literally a ghost town. No one wanted to live in an area with a radiation factor higher than Hiroshima. On the brighter side, there also werent any check points or sector police to worry about. The two cruised onto Main Street on their bikes without seeing a soul.
Wheres the cemetery? Alec asked uneasily. We need to get there and get out. Im pretty much immune to this level of radioactive contamination, but youre not and Im guessin you might wanna have kids some day.
What do you mean youre immune? Sam said as he shielded his eyes against the glare of a too bright sun and scanned the deserted streets, getting his bearings.
An X5 thing, Alec said with a shrug. We were bred for battle and to survive a nuclear holocaust. They made us immune to a bunch of biowarfare bugs too.
Must be nice, Sam muttered as he continued staring off into the distance.
Not really, Alec said low under his voice.
Cemeterys that way, Sam said, pointing north.
The place was, of course, as deserted as the rest of the town.
Do you know where your ... our mothers grave is? Alec asked as they walked through the open sagging gates of the fenced acreage.
Ive been there once, Sam said. Its this way. He pointed toward a mausoleum.
It took him a few minutes, but at last Sam found the plot they were looking for with the headstone that read: Mary Winchester, 1952 - 1982, Beloved Wife and Mother, We miss you dearly.
Alec stared at the words, trying to summon up a vision of what this woman ... his mother ... must have looked like ... been like ... wondering if she would have had enough love for one more son if shed only known ...
Hes not here, Sam said, stating the obvious since there was only the single grave.
Alec, head bowed and lost in thought, brought himself back to reality and looked over at him. You can stay with me and Max, he said. Putting a hand on Sams boney shoulder, the X5 knew this much: Sam Winchester was his responsibility now, the gut instinct so strong it was almost as if the mythical Dean was whispering it in his ear. Lets go home.
Not quiet yet, Sam said. Theres one more stop I need to make.
Alec narrowed his eyes, but didnt ask any questions. This was, after all, Sams personal Hell, and only Sam could get himself out of it.
*****
The house looked like dozens of others on the streets theyd passed: dilapidated ... unloved ... paint peeling and lawn nothing but dying weeds but still sturdy enough to provide shelter.
Where you lived? Alec guessed.
Not that I remember it much, Sam said, staring up at the blank windows. I was here once as an adult, with Dean. There was a ghost ...
A ghost? Alec said, shaking his head skeptically. Kid, I think maybe the radiation is gettin to you.
Actually, it was a poltergeist, Sam said. A nasty one. He looked back down the street. I wonder what happened to Missouri?
Still one of the fly-over states last I heard, Alec deadpanned. A big one, right in the middle, skews Republican.
Sams lips twitched, the X5s humor getting to him in spite of everything. Missouri was someone I knew, he clarified. But I imagine shes long gone, just like the family that lived here last time I was in town.
Looks pretty deserted to me, Alec said, checking out the blank facade of the two-story clapboard house with the dead tree in front. Can we go now? Radiation immunity or not, this place is makin me itch.
We can go, Sam said, turning around on the sidewalk and heading for the motorcycles. Im done here.
Good, Alec said, checking his cell phone. Cause I dont have any reception here and Max is gonna wonder where the hell weve gone. Next thing you know shell be on her way here to rescue my ass.
Wouldnt want that now would we, Sam said quietly. But there was no humor in his remark, nor in his eyes. He was obviously sad beyond words, his beloved brother dead and lost to him forever not to mention his entire world. Alec didnt really know how to comfort the kid, nor was he sure he should even try. This was a road Sam had to walk alone for now, just like he, himself, had walked the road solo from Manticore all of his life.
Alec had actually mounted his bike and was about to start the engine when he caught sight of movement at the window of the house. Sam, he said sharply. Then he nodded toward the front porch where the door was swinging open.
An elderly man stood framed against the darkness: tall, broad shouldered, bearded, only slightly stooped, and with eyes as haunted as any the X5 had ever seen.
Dad! Sam exclaimed.
*****
For a very long moment, John Winchester simply stood still, staring at the apparitions on the front porch of his home -- ghosts of the two sons hed lost over 20 years before. And then in a move seemingly too swift for someone of his advanced age, he dove to one side of the door and came up with a sawed off shotgun that he cocked and aimed in a smooth motion that spoke of a lifetime of practice. Not again, he muttered under his alcohol laden breath. Fuck you all to hell not again!
Dad! Sam yelled even as Alec went into motion. John Winchester was an ex-Marine and as crafty and physically fit as anyone could be at his age. However, he was no match for a supersoldier. Blurring faster than either human could see, the X5 grabbed hold of the mans gun arm and wrenched the weapon free, coming up with the shotgun in his own hand, his other hand patting the air to try and calm the enraged man as he backed away. Easy, Alec drawled. Were not gonna hurt you. He glanced over at Sam then, hazel-green eyes questioning.
John was breathing harshly now, his dark eyes filled with fury. Youve already taken everything from me, he growled. Mary ... my sons ... my life ... What do you want now?
Dad, Sam said gently. Its really me. Sam. Im not dead.
John laughed, the chuckle harsh and gurgly. Sammy would be over forty years old now, he said. He looked at Alec. And Dean would be pushing fifty. Youre hardly that, whatever you are.
I can explain, Sam said. Dad, back in Los Angeles, in 2006 ... Dean and I went after a cult that was using the black arts for power. Things went wrong. Dean was ... He swallowed hard and licked his lips, then looked quickly to Alec. Dean was killed. I tried to ... to fix it, and I ended up in the future. Thats why Im here now, like this. It was a mistake. And Im trying to go back so I can save my brother. I thought coming here would help me. He shrugged, his blue-green eyes fixed on his fathers boldly. I still think it will.
John Winchester had listened to Sam without comment, but his eyes were shrewdly regarding Alec.
Im not him, the X5 quickly said. Sams ... Sam. But Im not Dean. Im someone else. The spell Sam used brought him to me by mistake.
You look just like him, John commented, his fingers opening and closing as if he were contemplating making a grab for the shotgun the X5 was still holding.
It's complicated, Alec said, realizing that was an understatement of phenomenal proportions. Dean ... your oldest son ... is dead. Sam hasnt fixed that yet. But Im a ... a relative ... and Ive been helping him.
A relative? John said, black eyebrows rising. Dont you mean a doppelganger, or perhaps a shapeshifter?
A twin, Dad, Sam said. Alec is Deans twin brother that you never knew about. He was born in 1999 ... part of the militarys supersoldier program. They kept one of the embryos, Dad, when you and Mom were seeing the fertility doctors back in 77. You had Dean, but they kept his identical twin brother for their experimental program. As for me ... Im still Sam, only Im twenty-one years in the future from where I should be.
They waited, both watching John Winchester warily, Alec wondering if the man was crazy enough to accept any of this because only a crazy person would even contemplate that this could be truth and not total fiction. Finally, however, John Winchester stepped back and swung the door wider. Come in, he said heavily. I still dont believe a word youre saying, but Ive got to admit its the most interesting story Ive heard in years and I dont suppose it will hurt matters to hear you out.
John Winchester was essentially dressed in rags, his work shirt and jeans ancient and threadbare, his shoes with holes in the toes, his socks mismatched. He coughed heavily before sitting down in a seat-sprung arm chair in the living room and indicated they should take a seat on the equally decrepit, filthy couch.
Youre not Dean, John repeated, seemingly wanting to be perfectly clear on that.
No, sir, Alec said, adding the sir because it just seemed the right thing to do. Im a soldier, created by a project called Manticore to protect humans from the same cult Sam and Dean were investigating back in 2006. An accurate and concise, if somewhat pretentious, definition of who he was the X5 figured.
Its called the Breeding Cult, Dad, Sam explained. Theyve been breeding among themselves for thousands of years with the help of black magic to create a superior race that will ultimately kill ordinary humans and take over the planet. Alec and his kind were made by the U.S. military and a Cult defector named Sandeman to try and stop them. He looked at Alec. It didnt work. The Cults going to win in the long run -- at least in this timeline. But the Manticore soldiers are still around, some being used by the military, others -- like Alec -- living on their own and simply trying to survive.
John was nodding. I read about the Freaks in Seattle who staged a siege in 21. His voice dropped, became more menacing, even as his eyes shifted to Alec. Theyre an affront to Nature, he said. Scientists tried to play God and ended up with abominations.
Im not an abomination, Alec said, sitting forward on the couch, arms resting on his knees and meeting Johns icy stare boldly as his voice took on an edge. Im no different from you and Sam, not really.
I saw the photographs of some of those mutants, John spat. Youre no son of mine ... not after what those scientists did to you, even if your birth right claim is true. He grinned, and it wasnt a pretty sight. Youre just an animal who thinks its human.
Dad! Sam said sharply. Stop it. Alecs as much my brother as Dean was.
Alec looked over at the younger man, surprised, but also grateful, not that he needed anyone to defend him. Im part feline, Alec said, conceding to Johns description as his eyes collided unblinkingly with his fathers, the look in them every bit as steely as the other Winchesters. But Im mostly human, he hissed through tight teeth, and mostly your son. I think thats what ought to count in the long run. Oh, and most important of all, he added, Im helping your other son ... my brother ... fix the mess that killed Dean back in 2006. But if that bothers you too much you can just call me X5-494 and be done with it.
Dad, Sam said, steering the conversation back on track. We know you claimed Deans body in 2006. Where did you bury him? I thought youd have laid him to rest with Mom, but weve already been to the cemetery.
John turned his attention to his younger son, his sneer just as sharp as it had been when putting the X5 in his place. If you really are Sammy, he said. And if you really are here through some kind of mystical time travel. Tell me this. Why does it matter where Deans body is? Hes dead. Hes been dead for twenty years. And youve been missing. Do you have any idea how long I looked for you, Sammy? The years and miles as I scoured the country trying to at least find your body too? I captured Cult members ... tortured them ... but the bastards would never tell me what happened to you. Eventually it sank in that you were dead too. But here you are -- supposedly -- tellin me you used some kind of spell to try and go back and save your brother but it went wrong and you ended up twenty-one years in the future? He laughed, shaking his head. Pardon me, whoever you are, if I dont believe you either.
Why dont you believe me when I say I used a spell? Sam said levelly, holding his fathers eyes with his own. He reached into the inner pocket of his jacket and brought out the journal hed shown Alec. I used your book, Dad. It was a spell you had written down in here.
For the second time John Winchesters eyes grew round with amazement. Where did you get that? he whispered hoarsely, rising from the chair and snatching the book away from Sam. He thumbed through the pages, then he looked up sharply. This is mine. My boys had it ... were using it ... But it disappeared when Sammy did.
When I disappeared, Dad, Sam said quietly, emphasizing the I. Isnt this proof enough I am who I say I am?
Alec could tell the man was close to conceding the point.
Wheres Dean buried? Sam asked again. I think that if I can be with him ... with his remains ... when I try the spell again it might work and this whole mess will be fixed.
John glanced at Alec, obviously still cautious. However, he then sighed deeply and said, My two boys were missing for weeks. I tried over and over again to contact them and when I couldnt I began to backtrack where theyd been. Eventually, I followed their trail to Los Angeles and that Cult haven. I captured one of the members and, before I killed him, he told me that Dean was dead, but he didnt know what had happened to Sam ... that hed just disappeared. I didnt believe him until--
Until what? Alec prompted, leaning forward in his chair again, listening with rapt attention not just because he was interested in the story but because, like it or not, this was his familys history unfolding.
Until I began checking morgue records and discovered an unclaimed body that matched Deans description, John said tiredly as he scrubbed hands back through his nearly white hair. The body had been found thrown in a ditch along a back road about five miles from the Cults stronghold. It had been lying there for weeks. He paused, and Sam closed his eyes against obvious anguish. I had him cremated, John said softly. There was nothing else I could do.
How did you know it was Dean? Sam asked, keeping his voice under control with difficulty.
John shrugged. Eventually the results of the DNA test came back and I could be positive, but I knew before that.
How? Alec repeated, well aware of the decomposed condition that body must have been in.
These were recovered from the body, John said, reaching into a shirt pocket and drawing out an amulet on a cord -- Egyptian from the looks of it -- and a wide silver ring. Dean always wore these, he added. Always ... He handed them to Sam who held them reverently.
What did you do with the ashes? Sam asked, and Alec held his breath, knowing that if John Winchester had scattered them somewhere the kid was screwed. Hed be stuck in this century forever and Dean Winchester ... his twin brother ... would indeed be dead.
John stood up and walked over to a small side table where he picked up a small square black box that looked to be made of some kind of stone. Hes here, he said simply, holding out the cremation urn. I couldnt bear to be parted from my son the way I was parted from Mary.
May I? Sam asked, holding out both hands.
John Winchester put the remains of his oldest son, Dean, into the hands of his younger, then he and Alec watched as the tears finally did begin to fall, Sam reunited with his beloved brother at last.
*****
If this works, Sam said, do you want me to find you?
And what? Alec snarked. Rescue a seven-year-old supersoldier-in-the-making from Manticore? Sam, you know as well as I do that would seriously mess up my own life.
Yeah, Sam conceded. I just thought ... I hate to think of what they did to you.
Hey, Alec said lightly. I survived. And who knows, maybe cause I did itll mean humans can survive in the long run too. I am supposed to be your kinds savior, he added smugly.
You also wouldnt have Max, Sam pointed out.
Whos Max? John asked, suspicion tingeing his voice again.
Your daughter-in-law, Sam said.
Hey, Alec said quickly. X5s mate. We dont marry.
I stand corrected, Sam laughed. But I still think shed be a great sister-in-law. Tell her good-bye for me ... and also tell her thanks. Joshua too.
Josh--? John started to say.
Dont ask, Sam said. He then looked down at the spell in the book he was holding in one hand, and at the urn of Deans ashes he was holding in the other. Im going to need to be alone to do this, he said quietly.
John and Alec left the house to stand in uncomfortable silence in the dusty front yard. I look just like him? Alec finally said.
Carbon copy ... almost, John replied, turning to look at the son hed never known hed had. Was it bad? What they did to you?
Lets just say there are hells I dont think youve ever studied up on, Alec said. But I survived, thanks to a friend or two.
Dean was a survivor as well, John said. And stubborn as they come. Egotistical. Opinionated. Belligerent ...
Handsome? Alec added with smirk.
That too. And he damn well knew it. A real ladies man. John beamed fondly, for just a moment the broken demeanor vanishing, replaced by a hint of the robust confident man he must have once been.
Sounds like we had a lot in common, Alec said. Including a cause to fight for. He nodded toward the house. Im talkin about Sam.
I know, John said simply. Then he reached into his shirt pocket and brought out the talisman and the silver ring. This I could never part with, he said, looking fondly down at the amulet on the cord. But this-- He handed the silver ring to Alec. I want you to have. You ought to own something that was your twin brothers, even if the two of you were born over twenty years apart. I think Dean would have wanted it ... for you to remember him by.
Alec started to hand the ring back, on the verge of saying he couldnt take it. But then he looked down at the silver piece of jewelry lying warm and shining in his hand and closed his fist around it. Hed never known Dean Winchester, but damn it, he sure wished he had. Thank you ... Dad, he said. He was about to say more when there was a sudden bright flash from inside the house and an odd feeling came over him -- not exactly dizziness or faintness but a sense that something in the universe had just shifted.
And when Alec looked back to see if his father had sensed it too, he saw that the man was gone, not as if hed walked away, but gone in the sense that hed simply vanished. In fact, it might all have been a dream or a delusion if it werent for the fact that Dean Winchesters silver ring was clutched tightly in his hand.
For some reason, the X5 wasnt surprised. Nor was he surprised that Sam was gone too. Sending a silent prayer skyward, X5-494 wished his father and brothers good luck, wherever they might now be. Then he put the silver band on the ring finger of his right hand (not at all surprised when it fit), twirled it once, smiled, and turned his thoughts to trying to figure out how on Earth he was going to get two motorcycles back to Canada.